that's how they found me
a ghost of shell that was completely empty
on my side
where my conscious self died
staring up at the darkening sky
unaware of the time passing by
Sam picked me up and carried me home
that's when I realized I was really alone
comatose and barely listening
I heard Charlie and the doctor whispering
about the Cullens leaving town
which fueled my complete and utter breakdown
after talking to Charlie I run upstairs
and notice some of my things aren't there
I open my album and what I see
is a blank page staring back at me
"it will be as if I never existed" he said
my world was shattered and I felt dead
kneeling on the ground my cheek against the floor
I realized couldn't hold back anymore
he left me here, gone without a trace
the pain reared up and dragged me under, never to resurface
the desolate months slowly pass
the numbness a soul-consuming suffocating mass
when he left, my heart shattered
now I'm alone, my mind in tatters
tears overflow and down my cheeks they fall
detached and depressed my heart builds a wall
slowly I wake and there I see
Jacob there to comfort me