Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart

It's the end of the world in my mind

The rain was pouring down, it seemed like my brain was dying. Why must she be so perfect?

Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call

I've been looking for the answer

Somewhere

Why do I feel the way I do. We're friends; we have been for ages, except the time where she hated me for about six years, of course.

I couldn't see that it was right there

But now I know what I didn't know

It makes a little more sense now, but it's still a little foggy.

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, girl

My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Okay, I love her, but that just makes it worse. She brightens up my day, but she shouldn't.

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again

Cuz of you, made it though every storm

She helped me get over a lot of traumas in my life, including my parents abusing me.

What is life, whats the use if your killed inside

I'm so glad I found an angel

I'm so glad I have her, if I didn't, I think I would have at one point committed suicide.

Someone

Who was there when all my hopes fell

I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

I want to look her in the eyes and tell her how I feel, but I chicken out.

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, girl

My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live, I live

She's the reason I live. Without her I feel like nothing, she makes life worth it.

Because you live there's a reason why

I carry on when I lose the fight

I want to give what you've given me always

I want to be able to return the favor to her, but she never needs me. When we lost to Franz Hopper a week ago, I wanted to quit the gang, but she let me talk and helped me be able to move on.

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, girl

My world has twice as many stars in the sky

When I look at the night sky I notice how many stars are in the sky, it reminds me of her, she brightens up my day, like the stars light up the night. She's the reason I live.

Because you live and breathe

Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

Because you live, girl

My world has everything I need to survive

I can survive now, I have somebody on my side, how happy I was when Ulrich mentioned her name to me.

Because you live, I live, I live

I live because she lives, if anything happens to her, I'd be lost. So I can't tell her how I feel, I might loose her. I love you, Emily Smith, but I can't tell you.

This is kind of a prequel to my Secrets in the Present, and post-Secrets from the Past…see the order? I own Emily Smith; she is my character from, Secrets from the Past. She is Odd's childhood friend. They lost contact due to a tragic incident and met up when Ulrich moved to the U.S. Emily know about Lyoko, in fact she knew about it before the gang. Please read both of my stories, remember Secrets from the Past is first and complete. It'll make a lot more sense then. I better go, I have company coming over tonight.