You and Kendall have been friends for a while, first it was started as best friends then it turned into friends with benefits. Sleeping together and hiding the feelings you had for him were difficult but not as hard as what was about to come next.

YN: Kendall can we talk about something?

You were worried about how this is going to go, you're so nervous that you're shaking.

K: Hey, what's ..wrong?

YN: I ughh…you know how I went to the emergency room the other day with Clara?

Kendall shakes his head yes, not knowing where this is going.

YN: well it turns out she needed some blood, and they asked me to check to see if I could give..but I can't even though I am the same blood type.

He knows you're rambling so he grabs your hand and squeezes it tightly.

YN: I-I-Kendall I'm pregnant

Tears slip down your eyes while his go bug-eyed.

YN: Kendall, please say something.

He looks at you like you don't know what he's thinking or feeling.

K: I can't do this, I can't be a father. How far along are you?

YN: 3 months, I just found out yesterday.

Kendall shakes his head and stands up without looking at you he leaves muttering the last words your pretty sure you'll ever here.

K: I can't YN.

Tears slip down your face as fast as a stream. You get up and go to pack your things since you temporarily live with Dustin, yours and Kendall's best friend. Leaving a note for Dustin you couldn't help but think how this all just went wrong, you never thought he would walk away. Kendall is the sweetest person you know, but that was wrong.

For the next few months Dustin, Logan, James, Halston, Carlos and Sammy all try to call you and leave you messages saying they want to know what's going on. How you were and your favorite, 'I'm going to kill Kendall, he's a fucking idiot' yup guessing they know.

Dustin is the only one who keeps trying through your whole pregnancy. Your mom and dad have not told anyone you keep in contact and that you've had Kaleb on Kendall's birthday.