A/N: Hey this is my first fanfic so please review! I may add more if enough people like it, but for now it's just a one shot. (A VERY long one) Sorry the dialogue isn't exact but I had to rephrase it so yeah, sorry.

Disclaimer:I don't own Doctor Who sadly.

The Eleventh Doctor gently flew the TARDIS into the Time Vortex. Straightening his bowtie, The Doctor looked up at the Ponds sitting on the small couch. A wave of grief slammed into him as he thought of one pink and yellow human sitting there so long ago.

"Bad day, Doctor?" Rory asked, as the sleeping Amy snuggled closer. The Doctor desperately tried to bury his feelings along with the painful memories. Looking up, the Doctor gave a sad smile and said,

"No, just thinking, I tend to do that alot." Rory wasn't convinced, but he knew better then to press the Doctor. The Doctor sat back in the captain's chair, and began to trace her name on the cushion. Rory was still watching the Doctor carefully, he hadn't seen him this sad before. The Doctor closed his eyes, trying not to cry. A musical laughter filled his mind, the TARDIS comforting him. But he sat up ridged when the gentle chuckling change to human giggles. He knew that laugh, though he hadn't heard it in nearly 300 years, he still knew the sound of her happiness. Along with the giggling came words tinted with a South London accent.

I am the Bad Wolf,

My Doctor protected,

Traveling with you, I love it.

Hello!

Oh my God they're Werewolves!

DOCTOR!

Will I ever see you again?

I-I love you

I missed you,

How was that sentence going to end?

A small whimper tore through the Doctor's throat, waking Amy. Rose. Her face flashed through his mind and more words,

The Valiant Child who will die so very soon

If I believe in one thing I believe in her!

ROSE HOLD ON!

Rose Tyler, Defender of the Earth

Rory looked at the Doctor to find tears falling thickly down his cheeks. Rory heard him groan, "TARDIS please... stop it hurts, please... Rose..please stop, old girl. With a shuddering breath the Doctor opened his eye to find Amy and Rory peering at him with concern. "Must have fallen asleep," The Doctor mumbled. "TARDIS who is Rose?" Amy asked. The Doctor answered for her. "Rose Tyler was the first person to travel with me after the Time War." Amy exchanged a glance with Rory. "Doctor, where is she?"

"Gone." he said harshly. "Gone? Where?" Rory said. "I SAID SHE'S GONE!" The Doctor yelled before storming out of the console room. Amy was shocked, she had never seen the Doctor like this. Amy asked again, "TARDIS who is Rose Tyler?" A voice said behind them, "Voice Interface enabled." The Ponds spun to look at the beautiful young blonde woman standing in the TARDIS. "Is that- are you Rose Tyler?" Amy asked. "I am the TARDIS, this is Rose Tyler, the Bad Wolf, the Valiant Child, Defender of the Earth, and beloved of the Doctor." Amy's jaw was hanging open, Beloved of the Doctor? "Where did she go? What happened to her? Rory asked hesitantly while his wife goggled at the hologram. The image disappeared, and another one appeared on the TARDIS viewing screen.

A white room with only two people in it, clinging to clamps as metalmen and Daleks whizzed into a glowing white tear in the wall. The woman was obviously Rose while the man Amy had never seen before. He had spiky brown hair that stuck up in the sexiest way possible, and his slim frame was tucked into a pinstriped suit with a light blue shirt underneath. Why was that blue shirt so familiar? Amy thought before realizing that it was what her Raggedy Doctor had been wearing when she first meet him. He must be the Doctor before he I dunno changed his face. Amy thought. On the screen, Rose's lever sparked and began to slide down. The aliens weren't being sucked into the tear as fast as before. Then Rose grabbed the lever and pushed with all her might to straighten it as the Doctor watched in horror. "ROSE HOLD ON!" The Doctor screamed as Rose's fingers slipped, and then with a scream from the two of them, she fell. Appearing out of thin air a man caught Rose, and vanished. The Doctor released his hold on the clamp, and walked over to the smooth wall. Trying not to cry, the Doctor placed his hand against the wall as if he could feel her on the other side. The TARDIS spoke in Rose's voice, "My cub was nearly pulled into the Void, but her father from another universe caught her. However she is now stuck in a parallel universe."

The TARDIS projected the image of Rose Tyler standing on a beach. Amy felt glad that the two were together again, but then the Doctor said, "I'm still just an image, no touch" Amy nearly sobbed, "I'm burning up a sun just to say goodbye," Rose looked so heartbroken. "Can't ya come through properly?" She said, "The two universes would collapse, and reality would shatter." The Doctor answered sadly. "So?" Rose said with a wet smile, "Am I ever going to see you again?" "You can't" Amy was leaning on Rory. "I-I love you" Rose said through her tears, "Quite right, too. And I suppose if it's my last chance to say it, Rose Tyler I-" The Doctor was now in the TARDIS with tears running down his face. Amy looked at Rory to find him staring blankly at the black screen. He turned and swept her into a massive hug as if to say I will never lose you like that. A small sound alerted the couple, and they turned to find their Doctor standing by the console. "The universe doesn't like to see me happy" He said before walking away, but the Ponds still heard his strangled sob.