Yes I'm starting a new story, didn't get so many reviews on the final chapter of why do I feel this way I know the ending sucked, but come on well here is a new JORI story, I don't even know why I'm starting it right know, in the middle of my final exams. But yeah I have to find some distraction. Right? So enjoy..

There she was beautiful girl, with long brown hair and strong brown eye's from the minute she walked in to Hollywood arts I knew there was something about that girl, I felt something every time I saw her every time I looked in to her eyes. My stomach began to turn every time, I didn't know how to explain my feelings and I had no one to express my feelings to. All my feelings for her turned in to hate, I did everything possible to make her hate me. And I couldn't do anything about it, I didn't want it, it just happened.

At the time I still was together with Beck, and I started to feel bad for him, I couldn't do it anymore I had to break it off. It's been 2 months now and I've been avoiding Vega more and more, 4 weeks ago we had to do a play, were we played husband and wife. I almost skipped every rehearsal coming up with lame excuses for not coming. She didn't believe me anymore and came to my house one night, I let her in – I let Vega in my house. her thinking it was about me hating her and not wanting to spend time with her during rehearsal, we talked for hours and hours, about things we normally didn't discuss. We didn't discuss anything normally, we only fight. But that conversation really was something. I still remember every word she said.

And now I'm here sitting in the Asphalt cafe of our school again, facing Vega. I thought about eating lunch somewhere in the hallway again. but I think if I do that, they really going to questing things so I try to act as normal possible.

' Something wrong Jade?' I suddenly get snapped out of my thoughts and notice that Beck is talking to me, what does he want – why does he care?

I look up and let out an eye roll ' No' I groan irritated. I quickly shot a glare at Vega and see that she's looking worried. Why would she care about me, I showed her nothing but hate since she came here.

Still she always had that caring look in her eyes to everyone, like she wanted to help everyone. And I couldn't help myself but drown in those eyes.

' So, are you guys excited about the school trip next week?' Tori says excited as always.

' What school trip?' I say with a loud irritated voice.

I don't remember anything about a school trip, not that i read my school emails or pay attention in class. So I might have missed that information.

' The school trip with Sikowitz, were going camping in the woods' Cat squirms excited.

Fuck, camping? Are you serious, how did I miss that?

' You don't look to happy' Robbie says.

' Because I'm not!' I yell annoyed.

' Why not, it's in the scary woods, I thought you liked that' Vega says sarcastically.

' Well I don't like being stuck with you in the woods for 3 day's' I groan annoyed and get up.

I have to get away from this table, I don't want to sleep with her in a tent! I rather sleep with the boys. It's going to be too much Vega for me to handle, too much pressure to hold my feelings inside.

The rest of the week flew by and I tried to ignore and avoid Tori as much possible. It worked out pretty well except for the lunches at school, luckily for me. now I'm standing in my room with a bag in my hands, I have to pack for this stupid trip. I tried to back out of it but Sikowitz threatened me with a low grade, like he always does so I really have no choice, I'm not ruining my grade for stupid Tori.

God damn, what do I have to pack, I'm sure it's going to be cold because were sleeping in a stupid tent in the middle of the woods on the freaking ground. So I might as well pack the most ugly clothes I have

After searching through my closet and finding some of the most ugly sweaters I had ever seen, I stuffed them in my bag I decided to throw myself on the couch with a big bowl of popcorn, I might enjoy this night before I'm dead. Maybe I'm being dramatic but I really don't know how I'm going to survive this trip still hiding my feelings without turning them in to hate.

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' Can you give me my backpack?'

' Here' I groan throwing the bag at Tori.

She sighs and lets out an eye roll before she picks up her bag and zips it open. She starts searching for something, some pieces of clothing fall out and my eye lands on a bra, it's a cute pink one with black lace, I would love to see it on her. Damn stop it Jade, I mentally smack myself.

In my thoughts I didn't notice her undressing that she's now only in her bra and some shorts. We are the only ones in the tent because Cat went somewhere with the other girls from our class. I feel my cheeks getting red and hot.

She turns around and unclasps her bra, her back alone looks so sexy I really want her to turn around, so I can see her front.

I keep looking at her, and then she turns back around and I realize she already has a shirt on and I been staring all this time. I feel my cheeks start to burn again. I hope she didn't notice that I was staring at her.

' Aren't you going to change?' I hear Tori say somewhere in the back of the tent, stuffing her bag somewhere.

' O yeah' I mumble more to myself then to her, I've been zoning out so much today, it really is her, it's all her fault. Her beautiful body – her beautiful everything.

I quickly grab a sweater from my bag and don't even bother taking of my tank top nor bra, I just put it on and lay down on my way to hard air mattress.

After the rest of the girls came back and got ready for bed, we all went to sleep. I'm sleeping next to Tori and I can't help but have the urge to jump in to bed with her, I want to cuddle with her and feel her warmth. Tomorrow we have to spend the whole day on the beach, shooting a short movie with Sikowitz. I hope I can avoid Tori tomorrow because hiding my feelings is becoming harder and harder.

Not so much jori right now, but don't worry! It will be her, so review for the next chapter.