Summary : A Letter Is Sent

Disclaimer: they are not mine nor ever will be just having some fun while I can

Author note: I don't want anything in here to happen, but if it does I will hurt me a writer somewhere, this is just a what if to follow Memorial Day

Josh stared at the letter in his hand, afarid to open it, but wanting so hard to tear it apart and read it. Finally he gave in and with the help of scotch he opened it. Immedeatly he reconized the writing and knew who it was from.

Dear Joshua,

I know that this sounds silly but I'm writing this just in case something goes wrong, you know how things are over there and I'd rather be safe than sorry. I guess if you are reading this then I am dead, although I can tell you that I wish I weren't, there's so many things that I wanted to do and to tell you before I did die, but we never get our choice now do we. It's hard to know where to start I mean do I thank you for everything including my death or tell you what I wanted to tell you since day one, well here goes lets start from the beginning how does that sound?

I loved working with you from day one. I enjoyed 18 hour days and no social life mainly because I was with you and somehow I felt like I was helping to make things better somehow. I only wish that we could have done more together. By the way you still owe me my very own stamp, and skis lets not forget those, but it doesn't look like I'll get those if you are reading this.

Its hard to tell you that I'm scared, but not of going over there, of loosing you. You are so much more to me than my boss. You are my best friend amongst other things. From the moment I met you I loved you, guess it takes the possiblility of loosing you to tell you how I feel, now thinking about it, I'm going to tell you when I get back and maybe we can start some rumors of our own. I don't know how you'll cope with a new assistant, but you'll manage somehow.

I want you to promise me that you won't blame yourself for my death, I won't have it. You had no way of knowing that this would happen and neither did I otherwise I wouldn't have gone and we both know it. Please call Stanley to talk, heck talk to Leo or the President or Sam, just don't drown your sorrows or try and put your hand in another window, your credit card can't afford another one.

Know that I have loved you from the minute I met you and that in time we will meet again. Until that time know that I am watching you and that I am always with you. Take care my dearest love. I'll be seeing you. Until then I am always yours.

Love Always and Forever

Donnatella

Josh took a deep breath and sighed. "I will always love you Donnatella and no one else."