Thoughts on Trunks
Goten
He is my best friend. The one creature in this universe I could not live without. Come what may I know he will always stick by me. Come what may I will always remain by his side. I would rather die than let harm befall him. I would pick him over my family. I do not mean to be an unnatural child nor do I wise to be an ungrateful brother but it is the truth. But he is also the creature that stands between me and the love of my life. He posses her heart, mind and soul. So wrapped up is she in love for him that she will never glance at me. But he tortures her, breaks her heart time and time again. Why Trunks would you do that to someone as perfect as Marron I will never understand. If you do not love her break the hold you have over her and let me have her. My love I can not bestow on another. I would if could break your hold on her. But loyalty to you and fear of my heart being ripped in two and a great deal of self doubt holds me back. But by Kami Trunks if you break her heart one more time I am afraid it might push her over the edge and even with the Dragonballs we might both lose her forever. If that happens Trunks… if that happens bury me next to her, please, for I doubt I'll live a moment longer than her.
Pan
I have loved him ever since I can remember. I think I was born to love him. Born to be his. But he sees me as nothing more than just another girl out of her senses with love for him. I am out of my senses in love with him but what he doesn't understand is that my love, unlike does girls he dates between his discontinuous relationship with Marron, comes from the soul. As for Marron… I know she loves him but he could not possible love her. If he did he would not put her through what he does. I know Marron has not touched his heart, his soul and I want to win them both and drive from his mind any thoughts of Marron. Bra thinks otherwise but she is blinded by a partiality to Marron. I know Bra has wanted Marron as her sister-in-law as long as I have wished Trunks to be mind. I cannot blame her for imagining that Trunks loves Marron more than he actually does. Marron is a friend and I loath to do this to her. But in the long run it will be better for all concerned. I will have my Saiyain Prince and Marron will be free to find the man who is her true soul mate. If I break this cycle of Trunks and Marron than someone like… I don't know my uncle Goten might finally have a chance with Marron. I think my uncle likes her a little, they would make a cute couple, second only of course to me and Trunks. He is mine. He my prince, he is my love, he is mine.
Marron
He confuses me. He loves me I know. But than why does he do what he does? Why does he love me, leave me, date someone else for a month or two and than return to me? Why do I let him do this to me? But alas! I know the answer to that latter. I love him with my heart, mind and soul. Every time I take him back I hope that this is the time he finally is ready to settle down. But he never is ready. Perhaps he never will be ready. Perhaps I should just give up and find someone else. Of course that implies I can give him up and move on. Kami knows I have tried. But he has spoilt me for anyone else. Their best is his worst. No one can match his touch, his words, the way he makes me feel like a princess when I am with him. Even the way he dumps me is… nice. The first time he ever left me was shortly after my twenty-first birthday. Our parents… our mothers had started talking about us setting down, having kids and I suppose that was enough to freak anyone out. Especially the free spirited Trunks Briefs Vegeta. Shortly after the party he came to my window late one night kissed me ardently and whispered in my ears, 'I love you but I am… not ready.' With that he was gone. I didn't see him for two months but I heard from Bra that he was breaking hearts by the dozen every week. When he was still at school he used to have pick of the week but during those days Trunks had pick of the day or even worse hour.
But he did return to me after his dating binge, I thought forever. But no, it was only temporary, he left again and again he returned. Soon a pattern developed that has now pretty much been made a part of my life. Between my relationship with Trunks I try to date other people, try to find a reason to lock that window I always keep open for him. But no one, no one comes close to the Prince of Saiyains. Perhaps it is the Saiyain in him that keeps this human girl at his whim and mercy. I do not know. All I know is that longer he keeps me in this cycle the more I wish for death…
Bra
I do not approve of his heart-breaker ways. He knows that well, he also knows that I love him dearly and will never hold that against him. But he plays with forces that should not be played with. He toys with love, plays with people's hearts and comes out of it none the worse for wear. I wish I could say as much for the girls. No, they get their hearts broken and for a time at least their lives are filled with utter misery. But still they come by the busload, throw themselves at his feet, fight to be the next to have their heart broken. Some men go to great length to cover up their heart-breaking ways. My brother never even passively pretends to be anything more than a guy who is just looking for a bit of fun. Yet still the girls come. They come in the mistaken belief that they will be the one to tame the wild Prince and be the mate of his soul. Even Pan, Pan who knows in vivid details the fate of the fools who try and tame my brother believes she can do it. She thinks that my brother will change his ways when he realises how much she loves him. I am however not that optimistic. Moreover I strongly believe that Pan is underestimating the hold Marron has on him. Pan once told me that she believed a part of Trunks' mind only was effected by Marron. I am inclined to disagree. He is as much wrapped up in love for her as she is for him. It's just that… it's just that Trunks is a coward, a free-spirited coward.
Uubu
Would to Kami he had different eyes, eyes that did not look so much like does of my beloved. I would break his pretty face for all the pain he causes to people who only make the mistake of falling in love with him. But enough, it avails not to talk of what one would have done if circumstances were different. Trunks is Bra's brother and as I love Bra I can not harm Trunks. But I fear… I fear that if Trunks does not change his ways it might end rather badly, especially for my sensei's granddaughter Pan. The foolish girl is so in love with Trunks that she has buried her head in sand when it comes to Trunks total want commitment. Foolish, foolish girl, may Kami preserve you from the gaze of the Saiyain Prince. But alas! You want him to look at you and see that you are no longer a child. What you do not understand child that if he does notice the woman you have become he will not be able to help but lust after you. But you dear Panny want love not lust and the love of Trunks Briefs Vegeta is a rare commodity indeed. He is not likely to bestow it on anyone easily.