A/N: Sorry I deleted my other story; Staying Strong. But I wasn't happy with the way I started it, so instead I'm going to make the sequel an angst. This is the sequel to 'Forgive Me' obviously, and if you haven't read that I suggest you do. Anyways, I hope you think this is..sadder because I didn't want a happy Cargan :( Review!
Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush or anything recognizable..
Chapter One: Not Picture Perfect.
Logan quickly pushed his way past the giant crowd in the hallway, surprisingly since his..let's say incident at the hospital only Mike and Steve made fun of him now. But that doesn't mean that the words that came out of their pink and dry lips didn't hurt, it hurt all the time. Even Carlos could see this, and was doing everything in
his power to protect Logan and make him feel better. It's not that it didn't work, of course it did. Who could stay mad or sad when Carlos is around? Logan could. He
sometimes feared that Carlos might leave him, but was always reassured with a quick kiss and a promise 'I'll never leave you again Logan.' But let's face it, since the events from a month ago he learned not to trust promises. He didn't want to feel that way towards Carlos, he just wanted to enjoy every single moment.
As soon as the hallway cleared, he found himself in front of the cold metallic locker in front of him. In one swift motion, he put on the combination to the lock -thus opening it. It was pretty routine, take some books and put some books away. There was no grey area when it came to school, that's why he loved it so much. It was either you pass, or you fail. You're popular or you're not popular. He really wished life was more like this, that way he didn't have to worry about anything. He was knocked out of his trance by a pair of large and soft hands, hugging his body tightly. He felt a pair of lips kiss the back of his neck, sending shocks to his brain.
"Hey Logan, ready for lunch yet?" Carlos asked, turning the pale boy around. Logan smiled and nodded, before giving his boyfriend a quick peck on the lips. By now the
entire school was making rumors about them, rumors that were obviously true to the naked eye. Carlos let his grip loosen as Logan closed his locker, and they walked
to the cafeteria hand in hand.
"What are you staring at Carlos?" Logan asked, feeling a little embarrassed as the Latino looked him in the eye.
"You, Who else?" Carlos replied, grinning widely as Logan's face turned pink. After a few minutes, their alone time was interrupted by a bag landing on their table. Carlos
looked up to see where it came from, and surprisingly enough Josh was standing there looming over him. "What?"
"Explain these Garcia." Carlos gave him a puzzled look, before Josh passed Logan and Carlos the same picture. It was Carlos walking on the streets somewhere, with
Stephanie laughing and holding his hand. Another one was a picture with Carlos and Stephanie, kissing. Logan's face dropped upon seeing these photos, and he turned to Carlos for any sign of..anything.
"Logan..it's not what it looks like. This never happened! I hate Stephanie!" Carlos tried, looking at his boyfriend with his puppy dog eyes. Logan was about to break down,
when Carlos pulled Josh to sit beside him.
"What?" Josh asked, getting a little frustrated Carlos was talking to him. He didn't like anyone who cheated on their boyfriends/girlfriends, right now he hated Carlos. For
hurting Logan, who was like a brother he needed to protect.
Josh' criminal record was cleared a few weeks ago, and he was put under the now single Mrs. Mitchell's care. So he lived with him, knew everything he ate and when he
did anything. Kind of like a stalker, but in a..friendlier kind of way. The kind that doesn't actually stalk you, but is forced to learn what you do just in case.
"Where did you get these..these stupid pictures?" Carlos demanded, pointing at the pictures before him. He was already afraid, afraid of loosing Logan so quickly. In truth, Stephanie and him never actually happened. He was telling the truth, but he knew Logan would have a hard time believing him. Considering what just happened a month ago.
"I don't know? I got them from this guy in a black hoodie on my way home, said something about-" Josh was interrupted by Logan getting up, and Carlos followed closely
after. He didn't bother following, because the two were bound to have their first fight any time soon.
"Logie wait!"
"I-I need to.." Logan was stopped mid-sentence by Carlos, wrapping his big arms around him. Suddenly the world felt a little safer, but it didn't make the situation any
better. Carlos could be cheating on him, and he didn't want that.
"Logan please, don't break up with me. It never happened I swear, please.." Carlos begged, his voice sounding strained and broken.
"Carlos..I'm not gonna do that okay? I just need to think, Kiss goodbye?" Logan asked, feeling a little better. After all, he had to have at least some level of trust with
his boyfriend right? After all, relationships are nothing without trust. That's why jealousy is something Logan didn't like feeling, because he knew it meant he didn't trust
Carlos.
"Okay." Carlos replied, smiling lightly before leaning in and pressing his lips to Logan's. There was no spark, or angel's singing anymore. But better, whenever they kissed
the whole world was focused on them. And his heart flipped on the spot, his stomach released the butterflies floating around in it. In general, he felt like nothing even
matters when he was with Logan. "I'll see you at home?"
"Count on it." Logan replied, before walking away happily. Before he was out of view, Logan threw something in the trash can. Probably the false pictures, before waving back at Carlos. Who was still standing there, feeling very bad about what happened recently. He waved back, without noticing the drool that started falling off his mouth.
James smiled as he watched Logan walk away from Carlos, he felt for a second very victorious. Until Logan grabbed Carlos softly by the hips, and planted a long kiss to
the shorter's lips. His smile turned into a frown, obviously very angry his plan didn't work. He shuffled through his bag, looking for the next piece of revenge.
I think it's better than the one before, what do you think? You need to totally review right now, or else!
