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Secret Thoughts

Romano sat alone in his living room, waiting anxiously. Spain was headed over for a visit after what felt like ages. The young Italian had mixed feelings about the visit to come. On one hand, he was glad and kind of excited to see the nation that had always been so kind and caring towards him, but on the other, he was anxious because here lately he started to feel strange whenever Spain was around. He didn't understand it but his heart raced, his palms got sweaty and he felt strangely giddy. He didn't get it and was unsure of whether or not he liked the feeling.

Romano sat and pondered his newly awakened feelings. He ended up so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't hear the enthusiastic knock at the door. When Romano didn't answer, Spain tried again. Still no answer. Growing slightly considered, he pushed the door open and began walking through the house. He found the Italian reclining on the couch in the living room, staring off into the distance.

Spain considered stirring him but decided to take the opportunity to study him. He thought about how gorgeous he had turned out. His eyes had always captivated Spain. Sometimes they looked amber and sometimes they looked green and other times they looked almost gold. He also had a stunning body with long legs. But the main thing Spain loved was his personality. The way he was so quick to insult and yell but often looked guilty afterwards. How he put on a tough, mean front but was actually a kind and caring person.

Spain sighed, deciding to rouse the Italian from whatever thoughts captivated his mind. Spain considered how to do it for a moment. What he really wanted to do was kiss him but knew that would scare so how decided to simply poke his cheek. It was a proven and guaranteed way to get his attention.

Romano blinked a couple of times and looked at the gorgeous Spaniard in front of him. After a second of gawking, he remembered that he had not let him in.

"Hey Bastard! Since when do you just walk into people's homes?" Romano shouted, standing up to try and add some height to the insult but remembered he only came up to his chin.

Spain smiled his usual broad grin and swept Romano up in a massive hug. "Oh Roma! I missed you so much! I knocked but you didn't answer so I came in to look for you!"

Romano struggled to try and escape the bear hug, cursing himself up and down for the way heat swamped his face at the feeling of being wrapped in Spain's arms. "Let Go you Bastard!" he yelled.

Spain's grin widened. "Not until you say you missed Boss as much as he missed you." He rubbed his cheek against Romano's hair and tightened his arms to prove his point.

"What?! No Way! I'm not saying something like that! And loosen your grip! I can't breath you Bastard! Damn it, Let GO!" Romano's flailing leg made contact with Spain shin. Spain let out a yelp and let go of Romano, hopping on one leg and rubbing the injured leg before he lost his balance and tumbled on to the couch. He grabbed at Romano in a failed attempt to stop his fall and end up pulling the Italian down with him.

Once on the couch, Spain felt Romano shake a couple of times. He sat up and tried to look at his face face but Romano turned his head, his hands covering his mouth. Spain grew slightly concerned and grabbed at Romano's hands, craning his neck to see his face. Romano was SMILING! Spain was convinced he had never seen a more beautiful site in all of his life! It lite up Romano's entire face, making his eyes sparkle gleefully. Spain was left breathless and could only grin back.

"What are you looking at you bastard?" Romano said turning his head and shoving at the Spaniard. For some reason, he simply couldn't stop smiling. He tried to tell himself it was because of Spain's ridiculous look right before he lost his balance but something whispered that it was because of simply being around him.

Spain didn't say anything, simply grab Romano's cheeks and turn his face towards him so he could see that radiant smile. Romano's face began to turn red like a tomato but instead of pointing it out like he usually did, Spain did something unexpected and surprising to both of them.

Holding Romano's face in his hands, Spain kissed him.

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