Was it his sweet scent?
No, something else.
His bell of a voice, soft skin, perfect hair, or his large angelic eyes that could sooth any beast (being him)?
His kind nature? Or the way he obeyed his every command?
He liked that last part…a lot. Maybe it was the way he could wear anything and look incredibly delicious or unbelievably cute.
Kanou really sat at his desk wondering what it was he loved most about his beautiful little Ayase.
He was feeling oddly mushy right now. This was time for work damnit! But ever since that damned okama asked him, "What do you love most about Ayase." In a serious voice, he couldn't stop replaying it over and over in his head.
So…he put some thought into it.
"Maybe if I make a list?" He yelled for Kuba to get him a shit load of paper as he snatched his favorite pen from its lazy lay-down position.
He wrote the obvious.
Ayase
-Beautiful hair
-Perfect body
-Soft
-Smells good
-Adorable voice
-Looks cute and delicious in anything
-Submissive (This one made him smile)
-Cooks
-Sex whenever I want
-How helpless he can be, like a damsel in distress (made Kanou feel manlier for some reason)
Now that he had written the obvious, he had to think of some deeper stuff.
-His welcome home kisses.
-He falls asleep in my arms so easily.
-Looks cute when he throws a tiny fit.
-The way he thinks I am sleeping when he kisses me at night
-Really kind
-His eyes that make me feel that all in the world is good (even though Kanou contributes to the 'not good' part
-He is alllll mine
Kanou looked at what he had so far. He read it a few times before wanting to add more when he realized. It really isn't one thing that he could pick to say it was his favorite thing about his angel. All of these things, and more, were what he loved about him. He was head over heels for the boy. There wasn't and 'most', IT WAS ALL OF THESE DAMNIT!
"Fuck this!" Kanou shoved the paper in his pocket as he hurried home to Ayase.
When he got to his door he unlocked it and reflexively shoved it open. Ayase came to the door for the kiss. Kanou picked him up, deepened the kiss, and dragged his little lover to their bed.
!Later while Ayase is doing laundry!
Ayase picked up Kanou's clothes and put them in the hamper. He noticed a crumbled paper in the pocket of Kanou's suit.
He plucked it out and straightened it enough to see what it was.
He blushed.
Kanou had such great timing that he happened to walk in on the poor little boy as he was blushing his face off while reading the paper. He spotted what was in his hands and got kind of wide-eyed.
He reached to tear the paper from Ayase's fragile hands.
"Is that true?" Ayase was more than reluctant to ask.
He turned. "It doesn't matter."
Ayase got up."Ano~…..I liked it. Can I keep it?"
"No." A blunt answer at its worst.
Ayase couldn't help but smile. Kanou turned around to look at him and saw that innocent beautiful smile.
Ayase was only smiling at the cute parts. Definitely would think about confronting him about those submissive and sexual things, but also, he just found out Kanou knew he was sneaking kisses at night….oh noooo!
Kanou threw the note down, picked up dear Ayase, and threw him on the big comfy bed they shared.
He needed some relief from all this thinking today.
The End