Unwanted Love

Note: Please review if the story is good enough for you, and some ideas that you want in the story. Also if I should continue with the story. BTW: LOT'S OF ROMANCE!! Heavy romance T3T it was tough writing this!! So yeah…

Chapter One: Me, you, Us

Past: "Aren't they both so adorable together?" Purred Mrs. Hyuuga, while looking at Natsume and Mikan play together with a many big pieces of legos in the living room. (when they both were 5 years old.)In the kitchen while having a cup of tea with Mrs. Sakura.

"I know eh? I wish they would stay together like this forever, without any troubles." Responded Mrs. Sakura

"Yeah…" Agreed MrsHyuuga, then both wives heard a click and a door slamming open.

"Argghhh!! Honey!! Where are you?!" Barked Mr. Hyuuga

"Uh oh.." Whispered Mrs. Hyuuga "Here honey! I'm in the kitchen with Mrs. Sakura."

"HONEY!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TEACH NATSUME BUSINESS, LOGIC, MATH AND OTHER IMPORTANT THING!!! NOT LETTING HIM PLAY WITH THIS… THIS… LOWLIFE!!!" Bellowed Mr. Hyuuga "AND MRS. SAKURA! STOP BRINGING YOUR LOWLIFE DAUGHTER HERE!! AND STOP INTERFERING WITH MY SON'S LIFE! YOU LOWLIFE! NO WAIT! I GOT A BETTER SUGGESTION! YOU'RE FIRED!!" Screeched Mr. Hyuuga

"WHAT?!!" Exclaimed Mrs. Sakura

"He's right Mrs. Sakura. Sorry but you're only job here is to only be a maid here. Plus, if this continues then you'll have to pay more for more than what we asked for done or is unnecessary." Agreed Mrs. Hyuuga "Sorry honey, but, your fired. Plus I never liked your daughter by the way. She was always in the way so I couldn't do any teaching to my son. And you're probably asking why I hadn't I fired you before? It's because the other days when you brought your daughter here, you did a more cleaner and better job than you did before. So then, Mrs. Sakura, it was a good while it lasted. I'll send you you're 4 month's paycheck for your hard work." Voiced Mrs. Hyuuga

"WHAT THE FUCK?!!" Screamed Mrs.Sakura "FINE, FINE, FINE! HAVE IT YOUR WAY!! HONEY!! MIKAN!! IT'S TIME TO SAY A FINAL GOODBYE TO NATSUME! LET'S GO!!" Shrieked Mrs. Sakura

"Okay mommy!" Chirped Mikan happily, oblivious to what had happened before. "Bye bye Natsumie! I have to go now!" Tweeted Mikan, then she kissed Natsume on the forehead. Natsume blushed and Mikan saw and started to giggle.

"Hey don't do that!" Complained Natsume, while puffing out his cheeks

"Bye Natsume!" Replied Mikan merrily, while skipping to her mom who was at the entrance looking pissed and was crying a bit. Then Mikan ran to her.

Both of them went into the car and Mrs. Sakura started to cry.

"What's wrong mommy?" Asked Mikan in a sad tone. Then after saying that, Mrs. Sakura explained to what they did to her and what they called her, how you're affecting Natsume's life, and the horrible things about the Hyuugas. Right after what Mikan's mom had said, Mikan was horrified. But Mikan doesn't believe anything of what her mom told her about Natsume though, because she though Natsume was the purest thing on Earth.

8 Years Later

Mikan's POV.:

"Ahhhhh…… The relaxing feeling at the beach. When you sit on the soft, mushy, warm sand and get sand between your toes, it feels so relaxing. It was a beautiful July afternoon. Nothing bad happened on a day like today. And what made it better was that I would be able to share it. I turned around to face to a boy sitting next to me, and gave him a warm, joyful smile.

"Can I kiss you?"

My smile faded. I started at my best friend. "Pardon?"

Can I kiss you?" He asked again

What on Earth for?"

Just to see what it's like." Natsume replied

"What did he just say?! That's so…so… gross!" I thought. I pinched myself if I was having a nightmare, "Oww!" Crap I wasn't.

"Why did you pinch yourself?" Asked Natsume

"Nothing."

"I see… Now you're turning emo… How sad."

"Hey!! I'm not emo!" I argued while I puffed my cheeks out. He laughed. His laugh was always filled with warmth and joy. If he really laughed that is.

"Do you want to?" I asked. Natsume shrugged.

"Yeah I do."

"Okay… Fine… I'll agree but make it fast!" Natsume turned to kneel beside me. I turned my head and I looked at him. Natsume was coming closer to my face then he licked his lips.

"Oh no you don't!" I drew back. "Wipe your lips first."

"Why?"

"You just licked them."

"Oh! OK!" Natsume wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.

I titled my head up again facing his, and he was approaching slower than I would expect and I was getting tired of my position and that I didn't want anyone to see us.

"Hurry up!" I urged

I kept my eyes open the whole time and so did Natsume. His eyes were dark ruby that can make you lost just by staring at them, like you're staring into stars, fascinating. Then, his lips touched mine. How funny! I thought his lips were going to be hard and dry but they weren't or scaly like a lizard's skin, but still they weren't. Natsume closed his eyes. I did the same. Our lips were still touching. And then without warning, his tongue was touching mine.

"Gross!" I drew back immediately and stuck my tongue out, wiping it with my hand. "Why did you do tat for?"

"It wasn't bad or was it?" Asked Natsume

"I just don't want our tongues touching, because… I shivered, because our spit will be mixed together.

"So, it's meant to." Natsume replied coolly

Silence……..

"Well?" Asked Natsume "Is it okay if we do it again?"

Silence……………..

"Well" Asked Natsume again but less patient

"Okay! Okay!" I frowned, adding "The things I do for you!"

Natsume's smiled brightly at me. The familiar twinkle in his eyes. Just when I was about to change my mind, his lips were on mine- just as soft and gentle as before. His tongue flicked into my mouth again. After some time I was thinking "Yuck!" Then I found it wasn't so bad. In fact I found it actually quite nice in a gross-to-think-about-but-OK-to-do sort of way. I closed my eyes and began to return the kiss. His tongue was licking over mine. It was warm and wet, but it didn't make me want to pull away. Then I did the same. My heart continued to thump like crazy, like when I go on a really fast roller coaster; rolling out of control. Then I felt knots being tied in my inside, I pulled away.

"That's enough."

"Sorry" Natsume said, then he layed down on the sand.

"Why are you apologizing?" I asked with a frown. "Didn't you like it?"

"It was Okay..." Natsume replied, and then shrugged. I was annoyed. I didn't know why, but I couldn't help it. "Have you ever kissed any other girls besides me?"

"No."

"Any girls from your school?"

"No."

"Any girls that's your friend?"

"No means no okay?" Natsume said with some annoyance in it.

"Then why did we kiss?" I asked in total confusion now

"We're friends aren't we?" Natsume shrugged

I relaxed into a smile. "Yeah… I guess so."

Silence……………………..

"If we just kissed cause we're just friends, and you had other friends that are girls… Why did you kiss me?" I asked totally in confusion

"Because… You're special… And that I just wanted to try it out, to see how it was like. I already told you." He responded

I turned back to the sea and stared at the sunset. The sunset was filled with different colors, colors that were; red, orange, magenta, pink, yellow, light-purple, light baby blue, and a tint of cherry red into it. With all of those colors, it was the most beautiful sunset I had ever seen. It probably was there to cheer Natsume and I on with our relationship. I wonder… If Natsume and I would ever get passed the best friend line and become lovers?

sigh

"Why did you sigh?" Questioned Natsume "Is it because you wanted to kiss more?"

"No…. Not really. sigh… What time is it?"

"6:30 pm."

"Crap… I was suppose to be home at 6:15 pm. Oh well. I got to go now, it was nice while it lasted. Bye. I said with a depressed tone.

I picked up my sandals and my beach bag and started to walk away. Then all of a sudden, Natsume grabs me from behind and hugs me, tight enough that it started to hurt a bit. But I didn't want to say it hurt, or he'll apologize again and it'll piss me off. I turned around,

"Hey Natsu-mmmph!!" Without warning again I was kissed passionately again. His tongue went over mine, mine went over his, and then he stopped and hugged me real tight. I knew something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" I asked

"I'm just excited." He relied

"Why?"

"Because you're going to be going to my school!" Exclaimed Natsume proudly

"Ohh yeah… I totally forgot." I admitted

"Shame on you… Anyway… Since you're already late….. I'll let you go…. For now." Natsume said, but the last part I didn't quite hear.

"Okay, okay… Calm down dude…." I said in such a merrily tone

"Yeah…. But… We can't act like this at school okay?"

"Why?"

"Because…Argh! It's hard to explain now... You'll find out…. Tomorrow."

"You know I don't really like surprises that much….."

"Yeah… But still… Anyway…."

Silence………………………….

"You're late an hour already Mikan."

"HOLY SHIT!!! I REALLY GOT TO GO NOW!! BYE NATSUME!!" I screamed while running as fast as my legs can run.

"BYE MIKAN! SEE YOU TOMORROW!" Natsume shouted

Normal POV.:

"sigh…. If only…. You knew…." Sighed Natsume while still staring at Mikan running and becoming smaller, smaller, and smaller until she vanished.

"If only…….."