SYAORAN'S DIARY
Dear Diary,
Today I met her again.
My heart went wild and beat rapidly,
'Cuz she's the girl that I had grown to love.
Her auburn hair flows around her face,
as she makes her way toward her friends
She stops when she notices me.
Her eyes catch mine.
I can't help but stare,
stare into her deep emerald eyes,
which are flashing at me.
At least that's what I thought.
I spun around and saw Yukito.
'She was waving at him,' I told myself sadly.
I hung my head low.
Suddenly, she came up to me,
asking worriedly if I was ok.
I make no sound inspite of myself.
Oh, how I want to hold her in my arms
and say those 3 words that are
caught in my throat.
'Why can't I say it?' I ask myself.
'Cuz she likes someone else.' A voice in my head answered.
That's right, no matter how much I cared
her love for Yukito would never change.
So I had decided one thing,
I'd stay out of her way.
Then she'll be happy.
But I can't stay away!
She keeps being nice to me
even though I was gloomy.
I just wanted to say how sorry I was,
for all of the mean things I had done to her.
Would she forgive me?
Probably not. Why should she?
I've been everything to her but kind.
Even though she's never said that she minds.
But how much do I know about her!?
I snap back into reality and say,
"I'm okay"
She smiles warmly at me.
It makes made my heart skip a beat.
I thought I would have a heartattack.
She wouldn't stop smiling at me like that.
But I didn't want her to stop.
Am I going crazy?
"Good, I'm glad," She said warmly.
I felt a pain shoot through my heart,
when she walks passed me to her beloved.
I look at them laughing.
She seems so happy around him.
'Why?' I ask myself when I already know the answer.
I know perfectly well why she loves him.
It was so obivious that everyone knows.
His pale skin shines a light of caring,
My face shows no emotion.
brHis brown eyes show understanding and kindness,
But my amber ones always have a shield.
I have shown nothing but coldness and distance.
I am nothing compared to him.
So guess what diary?
I make another promise to myself.
I would be happy as long as she's happy.
I would do anything to keep her smiling.
Even if it mean helping her get the one she loves
Which obiviously is not me.
The thought hurt me so.
The pain was unbearable.
I want to break down and cry.
But instead something weird happens.
It was a small one but rather rare coming from me.
A smile had formed on my face,.
at the thought of her being happy.
So that's it for today, diary.
I really want to drop dead right now.
even though she doesn't care for me a lot,
the thought of losing a friend may hurt her.
So diary tell me,
Why bother making her sad, right?
I hope that the next time I write in here,
It will be about me making her happy…
Syaoran Li.
END
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Dear Diary,
Today I met her again.
My heart went wild and beat rapidly,
'Cuz she's the girl that I had grown to love.
Her auburn hair flows around her face,
as she makes her way toward her friends
She stops when she notices me.
Her eyes catch mine.
I can't help but stare,
stare into her deep emerald eyes,
which are flashing at me.
At least that's what I thought.
I spun around and saw Yukito.
'She was waving at him,' I told myself sadly.
I hung my head low.
Suddenly, she came up to me,
asking worriedly if I was ok.
I make no sound inspite of myself.
Oh, how I want to hold her in my arms
and say those 3 words that are
caught in my throat.
'Why can't I say it?' I ask myself.
'Cuz she likes someone else.' A voice in my head answered.
That's right, no matter how much I cared
her love for Yukito would never change.
So I had decided one thing,
I'd stay out of her way.
Then she'll be happy.
But I can't stay away!
She keeps being nice to me
even though I was gloomy.
I just wanted to say how sorry I was,
for all of the mean things I had done to her.
Would she forgive me?
Probably not. Why should she?
I've been everything to her but kind.
Even though she's never said that she minds.
But how much do I know about her!?
I snap back into reality and say,
"I'm okay"
She smiles warmly at me.
It makes made my heart skip a beat.
I thought I would have a heartattack.
She wouldn't stop smiling at me like that.
But I didn't want her to stop.
Am I going crazy?
"Good, I'm glad," She said warmly.
I felt a pain shoot through my heart,
when she walks passed me to her beloved.
I look at them laughing.
She seems so happy around him.
'Why?' I ask myself when I already know the answer.
I know perfectly well why she loves him.
It was so obivious that everyone knows.
His pale skin shines a light of caring,
My face shows no emotion.
brHis brown eyes show understanding and kindness,
But my amber ones always have a shield.
I have shown nothing but coldness and distance.
I am nothing compared to him.
So guess what diary?
I make another promise to myself.
I would be happy as long as she's happy.
I would do anything to keep her smiling.
Even if it mean helping her get the one she loves
Which obiviously is not me.
The thought hurt me so.
The pain was unbearable.
I want to break down and cry.
But instead something weird happens.
It was a small one but rather rare coming from me.
A smile had formed on my face,.
at the thought of her being happy.
So that's it for today, diary.
I really want to drop dead right now.
even though she doesn't care for me a lot,
the thought of losing a friend may hurt her.
So diary tell me,
Why bother making her sad, right?
I hope that the next time I write in here,
It will be about me making her happy…
Syaoran Li.
END
So what do u guys think? Bad, good please give me comments. I looooooove comment s. Even flames…err… not really but if u guys did sent me flame please be gentle about it 'cuz this is my first fic so…I know I'm suck. So mail me and let me know that I'm suck. Please mail me thanks. I was thinking of writing another one, its on sakura's P.O.V. I only write the next one if peole like this one. So mail me and let me know. Thanks and sayonara.
My E-mail is moonlight_melody15@hotmail.com the name I use is Tsuki. Call me that, 'cuz I like it.