Yes, I didn't mention this before, but this is about Squall. Great, now that's all cleared up.
Darkness within
Why do I bother?
Freeing myself from the darkness,
Letting in the light
Finding true happiness
Just to lose it once again.
After all the pain
The loneliness gave
Feeling more from losing
The light I found.
Why torture myself
And drag others in behind?
Just let me back into the darkness.
No more pain
No more suffering
No more light, love, joy
I deserve nothing.
Why have you given me these?
I only abuse them.
Ignore and push them away.
Delete them from my mind
And leave only blankness
Let me into the darkness once more.