I looked at the ceiling for the fifteenth time this minute, in not quite sure why I did this. I wasn't expecting it to change at all, it's a ceiling. That's all it will ever be. It can't change into a big piece of warm apple pie when I'm hungry, or a clear blue sky when I'm feeling sad, but most of all it can't turn into my boyfriend hat I have spent all night thinking about.
I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach that wasn't good. Jacob had been gone for way too long and it was driving me insane. I mean I knew that Seth had caught a weird scent and freaked, but that would take an hour, maybe two, not five. I slipped out from under my covers and tip toed to the bathroom down the hall.
I hurriedly took a shower and got dressed, only stopping to pretty much bathe in perfume so no one would recognize my scent and stop running. All I was going to do was trail so I could make sure Jake was alright. He had made it clear if anything went wrong with me while he was gone that he would personally kill the pack member that was watching me, he is a bit dramatic when it comes to my safety.
I walked to the kitchen and downed a glass of orange juice, unfortunately I heard the small squeak of the door down the hall and my dad stepped out.
"Hey," I waved.
"He is going to be fine," He said as he sat at the table.
"That might be, but I have to know."
"I can't let you go, it's not safe."
"So then Jake won't be alright," I pointed out.
"He'll be fine, but I can't have you run out there with the pack not knowing your there to protect you."
"Would you sit here and say that if it was mom out there?" Walked down the hall and stood at the door as he fallowed me.
Your mom wouldn't be allowed to be out there with out me," I stepped onto the porch.
"Jake would never let me go out with him, but its Jake dad, please understand." I turned around.
"At least get Emmett" was the last thing I heard as I ran out to the forest.
I ran around to Grandma and Grandpa's house. He is my dad after all, as much as I hate him being over protective and as much as I hate he forgets that I am half vampire, I love him. I walked in to see Emmett and Jasper debating who would win in a fight, a vampire or a half human half vampire,
"Defiantly the hybrid," they both turned around "we are just awesome," they both chuckled.
"Hey Emmett, I'm going to go make sure Jake is okay and dad says I have to take you," No doubt he jumps up.
"Let's do this!" I shook my head vigorously
"We're not fighting anything; we are just going to trail behind so I know that Jake isn't in a fight."
"And if Jake is in a fight," he said almost jumping in place.
"Then we knock them out,' He jumped up high.
"Sweet" I shook my head again and headed to the door.
"You want to come to Jasper?" I look at him on the couch.
"No its alright, its only a couple of hours till sun rise and Alice is waiting for me." He smiled. Emmet put his hand over my ears.
"There are children present" I duck from his grip and smiled.
We headed out the door and ran to the forest.
"Wait," I skidded to a stop and watch clumps of mud fly up from my feet.
"What?" he looked confused.
"Hug me" I held out my arms.
"Wait what?"
"I'm drenched in perfume, and we have to mask your scent."
"I don't want girly perfume one me" he shied away.
"Give me a break; I can't have Jake know I was here." He stepped close and gave me a small hug.
"Was that so hard?"
"Yes" I chuckled under my breath and we ran in deep.
I heard a little growling so we went on the way side of the forest, and before we knew it we had wolves coming up behind us.
"Dang it" I stopped running, what I going to do out run them.
I saw a white wolf stop right next to me, like I could feel his breath on my face. He looked at my face for a minute, trying to recognize me.
"Hey Blake" I looked at him innocently. He just shook his big wolf head.
The guys in the pack are Jacob as alpha, Embry as second in command, Jared, Seth, a new kid Blake, then there's Leah. Sam and Emily have a six year old girl named Abigail. Paul and Rachel have a three year old son named Brent.
They all phased into their human form once they realized it was us, I just closed my eyes. I could feel the stare coming from eyes in front of me. I had to force mine open. Of course it was Jake, not angry but freaking out.
"Are you alright did Blake hurt you?" he turned around and stared at the wide eyed boy, but I grabbed his shoulder.
"I'm fine" I assured him.
"Why are you out here then?" He said still worried.
"I was worried about you," he shook his head.
He turned around to the rest of the pack. "Be here at dusk." He said in a commanding voice.
I nodded at Emmet and he ran off. We were getting ready to leave when I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around.
It was Blake, he is kind of tall and muscular, he has shoulder length brown hair and brown eyes. And he always seems to have a devilish smirk on his face.
"Hope you'll be there," He said but Jake silenced him with a look. We walked away holding hands.
"Why does he always try to hit on me?" He just stared at me.
"I love you" I said in a forgiving voice.
"I love you to, but Nessi, why?" We stopped walking.
"Because every night your out till I go to sleep and gone by the time I wake up, I don't think I have ever seen you asleep. And you think I'm not worried about you, you and your friends run around like wild dogs chasing after vampires, not the safest thing ya know?"
"How about tomorrow you and me be a normal human couple and go to the beach?"
"Can we just sleep today?" he chuckled and nodded "Im so tired" we held hands and walked home. We got up to the steps of our small cottage.
"Told you so," Dad said as we walked in, I just rolled my eyes. The smell of maple syrup filled my head as we neared the kitchen.
"Bella, can you please tell your daughter she is over reacting?" Jake said as we sat down at the table our hands still attached.
"Hey, im with her on this one. You guys don't realize you running by yourself out there is like us out there by our selves with you home." She said as she placed pancakes on to plates.
"I highly doubt we are that special." Dad said, only slightly sarcastic as he took his place across from me and Jake.
"I promise you are," I said looking deeply into Jacobs's eyes and lightly touching his lips to mine.
"Dad in the room!" he threw his hands up in the air, I smiled.
"Hey so dad, can Jacob sleep in my bed today?" We added on a room so his room was next to mine, but I missed him so much I thought maybe just for one day.
"Absolutely not!" Dad exclaimed
"If you want to you can come check on us like every five minutes if it makes you feel better." I noticed my moms jaw was dropped and Jakes eyes were widened.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, can I talk to you in the other room?" I rolled my eyes and stood up. Jacob shook his head, but surprisingly my mom didn't trail. We walked into my parents bedroom.
"Are you and Jacob having sex?" He stared at me with intense eyes, he could read my mind but I can lie in my thoughts easily. I did one hard chuckle.
"Like I haven't heard that one before?" he raised an eye brow "Emmet asks me almost every time he sees me," I clarified
"So are you?" he pressed
"No"
"Is Jake pressuring you?"
"No"
"Has he brought it up?"
"Yes" He raised his eye brow again.
"What did you say?"
"I said 'if I aint gots a ring on dis finger you aint getting none of dis'" I said in my best ghetto accent while my body moved with my words. He laughed, relieved. I heard Jake and Mom laugh from the kitchen, Jacob remembering. Yes that is actually what I told him, but more like 'I don't want to have sex til im married'. Im old fashion like my Dad.
"So no sex" I shook my head
"Well then I guess just for today he can sleep, and only sleep, in your bed."
"Thank you daddy" I gave him a hug then we walked back to the kitchen.
"So," I raised my eye brows at Jacob twice. He started laughing so hard I pretty sure he couldn't breath. We finished our breakfast before heading off to bed.
Jake and I lie side by side in my huge bed; he had one arm wrapped around my waist. We didn't even talk, we both fell quickly into a deep sleep.
I woke up and the clock beside my bed said it was seven, we slept for twelve hours. I turned over to find Jacob awake.
"How long have you been awake?" I asked curiously
"Awhile,"
"What have you been doing?"
"Watching you sleep" He smiled
"That's not creepy at all" I said sarcastically, he chuckled
"Your not sleeping anymore!" Dad called from the hallway.
"Oh Jacob, I love the way your naked body rubs against mine!" I said a little to loud and thought it in my mind, while Jake tried to hide a smile. Before I knew it my Dad burst threw the door and gasped. I laughed till my side hurt.
"Dad what if we were naked?" Im guessing he didn't think about that.
"Uh…i…don't..uh" he stammered
"Either you're a pedophile or you really want to see Jacob naked." I laughed harder
"Talk about pedophile, your boyfriend is twenty three and dating a six your old."
"Im pretty sure you were one hundred and ten when you dated mom and she was seventeen" I pointed out
"I was a hundred an nine thank you very much" he said only slightly sarcastic
"And you still act like you sixteen." He rolled his eyes and left the room.
I touched my lips to Jakes and jumped out of bed to find something to wear. I pulled open my undergarment draw and pulled out my lacy blue thong that alice has insisted I needed and held it up.
"Wanna see me in this" I mouthed he just rolled his eyes, I chuckled.
"Very funny Ness" My dad said
I pulled out a pair of black sweat pants and a light blue tank top and changed in my oversized closet where I kept my nice clothes.
I came out to find Jacob in shorts and, thank god, no shirt.
"When do you have to leave?" I said sadly
"Now," I groaned
"I will be back by midnight, and I promise I don't have to leave at all tomorrow after the beach." I hugged him tightly burring my head into his chest. I stood on my tip toes to kiss him.
"I love you" I said
"I love you more," he replied and I rolled my eyes.
"Promise me you wont go crazy girlfriend on me tonight," he said as we walked to the door.
"Be home by midnight and I wont," he laughed as he ran into the woods.
I made a salad and as soon as I finished eating I quickly checked the clock.
"Mom, please tell me that clock is wrong" I moaned
"Nessie don't start, its only been twenty minutes," I moaned again.
"Can I go to the main house?" they nodded and I hurriedly ran to my room and grabbed my cell phone and shoes.
"Bye" I yelled as I ran out the door. I got to the house pretty quickly. I run like Jacob, not inhuman just fast and for a long time. I knocked on the door and Alice answered.
"Hey," she said as her pixie hair bounced as she did
"Hey Jakes gone and I need your help" I said
"What up?"
"I need you to help me pick out what to wear?" her smiled widened
"Of course, of course, of course!" she jumped and yanked me into the house. We ran to her room.
"What's the occasion?" she said as she rummaged through her closet.
"The beach" she quickly went to a certain section in her closet and grabbed a few dresses.
"Try these on," she ordered and laid them on the bed.
There was a pink spaghetti strap, a blue strapless, and a simple white one, I tried on each one. The pink was to big on me, the white was cute, but the blue one was perfect. It fit me in all the right places and was easy enough to get off that I could wear my bathing suit under it and be able not to look like a fool trying to get it over my head.
"Perfect," I said and Alice nodded and rummaged through her closet once more. She has a certain section in her over sized closet that just my clothes that she buys for me on a daily basis so I can be her Barbie doll. She grabbed a black bikini with rhinestone straps.
"You're the best Alice," I said after changing into my sweats once more.
"I know," I giggled as we walked down stairs. Four more hours to go.
Emmet and Esme were in the living room while Rosalie, Jasper, and Carlisle were hunting.
"So Nessie," Emmet started "You an Jacob have fun today, I mean make up sex is always nice." He smiled
"Behave your self" Esme scolded him, I just laughed
I occupied myself with re-runs of family guy and junk food. It seemed to pass by faster with Emmet making dirty jokes every five minutes and Alice and Esme getting angry at him, and me laughing till my side hurt. Five till midnight I said goodbye and ran home, thanking Alice for my new out fit. I sat in the kitchen waiting for Jacob to get home.
He knocked on the door and my dad went to answer the door, I stopped him with a look. He rolled his eyes just like I do. I ran to the door and opened it jumped onto him. He latched onto me and gave me a deep kiss.
"Lets go for a drive," I looked at my dad and he simply nodded
We got into one of my moms cars, a convertible. We made our way to the highway, with the top down.
"I love you" I said he grabbed my hand and kissed it.
"I love you more," I rolled my eyes and kissed him once more before driving into the night.