Austin pov

"GAVIN IS BETTER THAN YOU'LL EVER BE AUSTIN!," Ally yelled at me," AND I THINK YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS!"

"I'M NOT JEALOUS ALLY!" I shouted," IT'S JUST EVER SINCE YOU AND GAVIN GOT TOGETHER YOU NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO ME AT ALL. YOU NEVER LET ME SAY MUCH OF ANYTHING WHEN WE TALK! IT'S ALWAYS GAVIN DID THIS GAVIN DID THAT! AND IT'S BEEN SIX FUCKING MONTHS SINCE OUR LAST SONG!"

"AT LEAST I HAVE A LIFE! YOU ONLY GOT MAD BECAUSE I FOUND SOMEONE!"

"NO ALLY! I'M MAD BECAUSE I'M LOSING MY BEST FRIEND! I..I thought you cared."

She laughed bitterly. "No Austin I don't care." It felt like a knife stabbed my heart.

But the sadness was replaced by anger.

"ALRIGHT ALLY DO YOU WANT ME OR GAVIN."

"GAVIN!" She took off the friendship necklace I had given her and threw it at me.

I picked up the necklace and ran out of Sonic Boom.

Out of the mall.

To my secret willow tree.

And cried.


I walked home slowly and numbly.

When I got in I saw all of my family members in there.

Ross my twin brother.

Rydel my sister.

Rocky and Riker my step brothers,

Ryland and Helen my half siblings.

I walked right past them and up to my room.

I wasn't in the mood to talk. I was having one of my moods where if I talked to anyone I'd act like a maniac.

I went in my bathroom and pulled out a blade. (Don't attempt this it is horrible but Austin has...problems)

I smiled as I brought the blade across my wrist and the blood started pouring out.


Ross pov

"Does it seem strange that Austin went up without saying a word?" I asked.

Rocky shrugged. "Maybe he's in that mood."

"Go check on him Ross," Rydel said.

"Why me?!"

"You're his twin," Riker replied.

I groaned as I made my way to Austin's room.

They always use us being twins as a excuse.

"Austin?" I said opening the door.

The room was empty.

Maybe he's in the bathroom, I thought.

I opening the bathroom door and saw one of the most horrible sights I've ever seen.

Blood was everywhere.

A empty bottle of Advil (don't own that) was on the ground.

And Austin stood there barely able to keep his eyes open.


Austin pov

Ross stared at me horrified.

I started to feel dizzy.

My legs gave out under me.

And I hit my head on the sink as I fell.

"AUSTIN!"

Then everything went black.