All my life I was just considered one of the guys.
No girls ever wanted to really invite me to any of their sleep overs, and I didn't really want to go. So that was fine with me.
No guys looked at me romantically. Not that anyone could blame them. I must have kicked most of their asses at least once over the years.
Growing up, I had a knife collection when most girls worried about makeup and proms. How to get the cute boys to ask them out, that was just never my thing.
I was called lesbian more times than I could count. And though I'm not, the way I act never really let anyone know any different.
Until College. That's when I decided to put all that shit aside.
Honestly, I would be lying if I said I didn't want that mushy kind of relationship where a guy would just put his arm around me and hold me.
And yeah, I might have done it for one certain guy. Ash. I couldn't shake the feeling every time since graduating high school that I wanted him to call me 'hun' or 'babe' instead of 'bro' or 'dude'. I am a girl after all...
So yeah, I started doing something with my hair other than just throwing it up in a pony tail. Started wearing more girly clothes. (Still no dresses though. Won't even go there.)
Wore make-up even.
And did it work, oh hell no. But I did end up catching the attention of one Dean Winchester.
He's a cool guy. We had went out to the bar a few times as friends before I decided to change. My one girl friend, Jess, had actually told me that she thought Dean was in to me before hand but honestly thought I was gay no matter how many times she told him otherwise. And I guess all that was needed was a small (or not really so small) change on my part to push him in the right direction.
Funny thing was though, when me and him went to the Roadhouse, a bar my mother owns, I could have sworn I seen Ash look jealous.
And after all this time of growing up like one of the guys, thinking like them and all that, I will admit it was a dick move when I pulled Dean into a kiss to where Ash could see and thought Gotta wait in line now bro.
A/N:: If Dean would have been with any girl, I think it shoulda been Jo. I miss that girl like crazy. Just a little something-something in between my other story "Against All Odds" A destiel fic.