Steel Scars

Chapter 1: Scarred and pained

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Kizuato Kinzoku, that's my name, dose it mean much? It means scarred metal, kind of ironic for what happened to me. Car accident, lucky to have survived it, but not my father or my mother, died when they got to the hospital. After many moths in the hospital, physical therapy, and psychological therapy, I was sent to live with my Grandparents. They lived in the city near a school called Yamaku High. Well, I should say what's wrong with me, simple, some metal in my bones and scars covering my body.

I don't hide them, I just let them show, no need to hide what's obvious. Some people just stare, but its best to ignore them, but then some speak. You can't ignore them so easily, it get's to you. I've been learning to control my anger issues, but it's hard, It possible, but difficult.

I kept my hair short, almost a high and tight, like those U.S. Marines, always had an interest in them, how they fought and such, the history. Well, being a big history lover, it worked. My blue-reddish eyes were different, unique. I was only six feet tall and always kept a military posture to my step; my dad was in the military so it rubbed off on me.

I just walked through town, on my way up to Yamaku, I saw a few stores I should remember, a few not to bother with. But I just walked up the hill; the day was still early, only seven in the morning. As I got to the gates, I just shook my head, I felt like I didn't belong.

As I walked into the school I looked around to see the red buildings and the green grass and trees. A peaceful atmosphere, to help with the feeling of depression I guess. I absolutely hated it, too nice, and too peaceful. Why not just let people realize that their messed up, why try and make them feel fine, if you're here, then that's because someone deemed you too much trouble to be put in a normal school.

I was told to see the nurse before I went to my class; I went there and went inside. As I got to the door, a girl with prosthetic limbs ran past me. The nurse called me in as if he knew I was standing nearby.

He looked at me and smiled. "Well then, you must be...um...who are you?" He looked through a few folders, trying to find the correct one.

I shook my head in disappointment and a scoffed. "You know, for a head nurse, you should really be more organized. Its Kizauto Kinzoku, it should be some where in that mess on your desk." I was already annoyed, wonderful, today was going to be great.

He pulled out the folder and glared at me. "There's that anger issue that I read about that, not as bad as they said. So, metal bones, scars, trauma, that's a mixture. Well then, I hope you can keep a hold of that anger; we don't want you to get in trouble for it. So, make sure to exercise every now and then."

I looked to the floor. "Sorry, it's been a lot recently. You know how it is, I apologize, I'm getting better with it, but it still has bumps here and there. Yeah, I'll just head off to class, see you at another day." I went to leave but the nurse put his hand on my shoulder.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine, trust me. I've dealt with stuff like this before, now go to your dorm, class begins in an hour." His smile some how gave me a feeling of reinsurance.

I went towards the dorms, room one-one-seven was my room. Apparently room one-one-nine was getting a new owner today. Two new people in one day, how wonderful, should be fun.

I tossed my two large duffel bags on the floor next to my bed. I just got everything out and set it up: my laptop, Ihome for my Ipod, a few books, PC games, clothes, shoes, and other essentials.

I went to lie down on my bed till I heard a knock on the door. "Who is it? What do you want?" I waited for a response, then more knocking. I got up and opened the door. "What in the seven hells do you want?" I saw a girl with short blue hair and glasses and a girl with pink hair and very bubbly attitude. Both in the school uniform. "Okay, what do you two girls want, trying to get a quick break before class, so if you don't mind, I would like to say goodbye." Before I could close the door, the girl with the pink hair blocked it with her foot. Now I was getting annoyed. "What the hell, come on, really? Just leave me alone, okay?" I looked at the two and sighed in defeat. "Okay, what is it that you need so badly?"

The pink haired girl smiled broadly. "Well, Shizune here wanted to greet our new student. Now, my names Misha, if you can't tell right now, I'm using sigh language because Shizune is deaf. But, this matters not! I am her translator!"

I looked to see her moving her hand in ways while she spoke. I then looked to Shizune to see her looking to Misha to translate. Let's just say Shizune looked a bit pissed off, maybe due to my attitude a moment ago.

I shrugged. "Sure, what ever, hello, names Kizuato, just call me Kizu. Is that all, or are you going to tie me to a chair?" I raised an eyebrow and looked at them lazily.

Misha sighed and shook her head. "Yes, that's all grumpy. See you in class. Be less of a grump when you get there!" With that, the two left. I closed the door, and went back to my business.

An hour passed and I got ready for class. I got there and knock on the door; I was a few minutes late, oh well. The teacher motioned to the door and everyone started to talk with one another. He came outside the room and looked at me; he took out a small book and looked through it. "Ah, Kizuato Kinzoku, welcome to class. We just started, my name is Mutou. Hope this will be a productive year, come on, let's get you introduced." He opened the door and ushered me in. "Well, not too late, we have our first new student this week. Go on, say hello." He sat down and gave the stage to me.

I looked over the class, not really obvious what issues some of them had, one was missing a hand. Others not so obvious, but one girl in the back caught my eye, She seemed to be covering the right side of her face, I could see the scaring of burn marks. Well, everyone has their scars, some show more then others.

I cleared my throat. "Hello, my Name is Kizuato Kinzoku." My voice had a tone of empty enthusiasm. "I like not to be bothered too much, and I love history, and I love real time strategy games. That's about it, what you see and hear is what you get." I dropped my sight to the floor.

Mutou pointed to the desk next to the girl in the back. "You can sit there, next to Hanako. She's shy, maybe you can help her with that some how."

I chuckled lightly. "Doubtful Sir, I don't like to socialize." I went over and sat at my desk. I took out my notebook and pencil and got to work till lunch came around. I just sat there; I already had a boxed lunch. I ate it quickly and began to read a book, it was a good one. Starship Troopers, By: Robert A. Heinlein. I enjoyed the book, fifth time reading it, but it's great every time.

I looked over to the girl next to me; she was just looking at the book on her desk, sometimes looking to the door. As if she was waiting for the day to finish so she could run off and hide.

I set a bookmark and set my book on my desk. "Hey, you can't read the book if you don't open it up. See what adventure awaits you, what quests or story of a historical figure, or a story of a drama, or a comedy." The reaction I got was a simple 'Eep' and she began to shake. "Uh...sorry about that, if I scared you, I must apologize. I'm just trying to be more social. Was told it would help me with my issues or some crap like that. I'll just leave you alone sorry..." I went back to my book and waited for class to start again. As it did, I got back to my work, the day finished up and I sat there. Not really knowing what to do. I noticed the girl next to me was fidgeting in her chair.

"Are you okay? Sorry if I'm bothering you, I'm just worried about a fellow classmate." I stood up from my desk and grabbed my bag.

She attempted to look at me, but just went back to look at the door. I stood there, wondering. "Waiting for a friend? Well, I have a quick question, is there a library in this place?"

She nodded her head. Not saying a single word. I just looked to the clock. "Well, your friend might be running a tad late, so, you can tell me what you and your friends were going to do or where they are, and I can help you out. Least I could for scaring you earlier." She slowly got up and slightly looked at me. The first thing I noticed was the scars.

She slowly and some what shakily went to the door, but as she got there, it opened to reveal a blonde girl with a cane to guide her, must be blind. I chuckled. "Well, it seems that your friend has arrived, am I right Hanako?"

Hanako nodded. The girl in front of her smiled. "Making some friends Hanako? That's wonderful, might I ask you name?"

I walked over to the door and slightly smiled. "Kizuato Kinzoku at your service, may I ask your name?"

The girl smiled and nodded. "Of course, I am Lilly Satou, a pleasure to meet you Kizuato."

I shook my head, but I knew she couldn't see me. "No need for formalities, I'm just another soul in this world with a few scars." My nonchalant tine seemed to bug Lilly.

But she still smiled. "Well then, as a class representative, though not of your class, is there anything you need to know. Someone told me of you, so I though best to introduce myself when able."

I looked to Hanako and Lilly. "Just where the library is, that's all."

Lilly nodded. "Well, it just so happens we where heading there just now, would you care to join us? I mean, a friend of Hanako is a friend of mine."

I sighed, a friend, really, why call me that? We just met. "Not really a friend, just a classmate, that's all. I don't really look to having any friends, distracts me from work and other...things..." I went to move past Lilly, but was stopped by her hand.

"Nonsense, everyone needs a friend or two. Come along, we should get there before the library closes." She turned and began to walk down the hall, with Hanako staying close to her. I fallowed behind them, I would just forget about them later, I don't want friends, simple as that, I have no wish to have any.

We made it to the library; I went my separate way, going towards the fiction, grabbing a few books. I went up to the counter; Lilly was standing there talking to...no one. Now before I could say she was insane, a lady popped up from behind the desk. Note, Lilly Satou is not insane; I'm just a quick judge.

The lady noticed my and waved me over. "Hello there, looking to get those books? Well, I guess you are, you have a few, and we're closing for the night soon, so it's kind of obvious that you are. I mean, I-" She was cut off by Lilly.

"Yuuko, calm down, this is a new student. He is-" I cut Lilly off and placed the books on the counter.

"I am Kizuato Kinzoku. Sorry to interrupt, but I must be going." Yuuko took the books and my student I.D. and got them under my name for a week.

Lilly turned to me with a confused look. "Are you trying to escape us Kizuato? It seems like you're trying to push anyone way that wishes to be your friend."

I took the books and put them in my bag with my I.D. "Well, I'm not looking to make friends at all, okay? Don't bother with me, I'm not important. Just another soul in this world with a few damned scars." I walked past her and held a scowl on my face as I left to my dorm room.

Someone was waiting outside my room, looked like another student. "Don't bother me, and we'll be fine, goodbye." I went into my room; I heard him mutter something but ignored it and just tossed my bag on the floor.

I collapsed on my bed and tears slowly streamed down my face. "No need for friends, I'll just loose them in the end. No one to love, ever." I managed to get out of my uniform and into a pair of shorts and then went to lie on my bed, laying there till sleep overtook me.

I had no need for friends, just people who I know. I have no need for love, just hearts to brake. I shouldn't talk to anyone tomorrow, I should just stay silent. Leave before anyone notices me, just slip into the shadows where I fit in, closed out.