It was Olivia's worst nightmare: Noah was missing. She felt her heart could explode. She could hardly breathe, nothing but thoughts of terror regarding her son filled her mind. What if he was hurt? What if he had been beaten, what if he had been tortured, what if he was dead? Rafael wrapped an arm around Olivia's shoulder to try and comfort her, but it was of no avail.

"Don't touch me!" she shrieked, the panic starting to get to her. She realized she had lashed out and apologized. "I just- I can hardly function right now," she whispered in quick, shallow breaths. She wanted, no, needed answers. Olivia took a deep breath and called Carisi.

"Lieu, I was just about to call you. It isn't good," he told her.

"What, what isn't?" There was silence at the end of the line as Carisi hesitated to

tell her.

"It was Sheila," he said and Olivia's phone dropped from her hand and clattered to the floor. The deep breath was useless, the hyperventilations arose again as she seethed with anger at the woman she had trusted with her son.

"Liv, what is it?" Barba asked but Olivia ignored him. She stormed out of her office and busted into the room that Sheila was waiting in. Sheila stood up from where she was sitting and Olivia lunged at her like a wild animal attacking its prey.

"Olivia-"

"I TRUSTED YOU YOU FUCKING BITCH!" Olivia screamed and slammed Sheila into the wall. She grabbed Sheila by the throat and squeezed.

"I. fucking. trusted. you," she growled, her face contorted into a look of pure hatred and fury.

"Liv!" Fin exclaimed after seeing the Lieutenant with the kid's grandmother. Olivia tightened her hold around Sheila's throat as the woman struggled to breathe, gagging and her eyes wide with shock. Before Olivia could do anymore damage Fin grabbed her from behind and pulled her off of Sheila.

"TELL ME WHERE HE IS!" Liv bellowed, her arms flailing as she tried to escape Fin's hold. She would kill the bitch if anything happened to her son. Barba entered the room.

"Fin, go and take Ms. Porter into interrogation," he said calmly. Hesitantly, as if afraid Olivia would attack the woman again, Fin released his hold on her. Olivia was breathing heavily, her lips curled into an animal-like snarl.

"My son better not be hurt," she warned through clenched teeth.

"Come on," Barba told her and lead Olivia out of the room. Olivia began pounding the wall of her office, yelling out in ire and despair. "Olivia, Sheila is being questioned right now. She will tell Fin where he is, I will make sure of it," he consoled her. Olivia nodded and sat down on the couch that was in her office.

"She better," she whispered, elbows on her knees and head in her hands. It was fifteen minutes later when Fin entered Olivia's office.

"She won't tell me where he's at, Liv," he informed her and Olivia groaned in frustration. She stood up and paced back and forth. She had to talk to Sheila herself.

"She's going to tell me then." Olivia stalked out of the room and Fin ran out of the room and took her by the arm.

"I don't think that's a good idea, Lieu." Olivia jerked her arm free. She yanked the door of the interrogation room open and Sheila was sitting handcuffed at the metal table.

"Olivia-"

"You will not speak until I ask you to," Olivia snapped and started to pace back and forth as she had in her office. "I trusted you, Sheila. Oh my god, I trusted you. How fucking stupid was I?" she asked grabbing her hair in utter frustration. She stood by the window and looked outside for a moment then turned to Sheila who sat with her eyes cast downward. "You're going to tell me where my son is it," Olivia said and took a seat across from Sheila who scoffed.

"Yeah right. He doesn't need you, he has me, an actual blood-relative."

"He doesn't need me? He doesn't need me?" Olivia retorted in disbelief. She stood up from her seat and bent down to look Sheila in the eye. "I'm going to give you one last shot to tell me where he's at." The woman remained quiet and Olivia rolled her eyes. "Come on, Sheila," Olivia pleaded and shook her head. "I didn't want to have to hurt you."

"You're not going to hurt me," Sheila said and in one swift move Olivia kicked the chair out from underneath her and Sheila fell to the floor. Olivia laughed at the look of disbelief that crossed Sheila's face.

"Oh, I will definitely hurt you." At this, Chief Dodds entered the room.

"Olivia! Out," he demanded and Olivia glared at Sheila, shaking her head. Dodds followed her out. "I'm sending you home. Rollins will go with you," he informed her. Olivia rolled her eyes.

"Wow," she muttered and looked at Fin. "Don't leave that room until she tells you where my son is at." Fin nodded.

"We're going to find him, Liv," he said placing a hand on her shoulder. She nodded and managed to lift one side of her mouth in what was barely a half-smile. She didn't say anything and Amanda lead her out of the squad room and onto the elevator.

"Let's get you home," she said rubbing Olivia's back. Olivia didn't reply. She was at a loss for words and she was exhausted with worry. They got in Amanda's car and the blonde looked at her concerned.

"Would you rather go to my place? I'm sure it'd be difficult to be at your apartment, you know, with Noah's toys and everything." Olivia nodded and sighed.

"That's fine," she replied and they drove over to Amanda's house. Amanda offered Olivia a cup of tea and she gladly accepted the offer, hoping the warm beverage would alleviate some of the stress she had been feeling since the phone call from Sheila that afternoon, letting her know that Noah was missing. Olivia shook her head in disbelief. "I was played, Rollins. I let that woman into Noah's life and look what happened." Amanda smiled softly at Olivia.

"You didn't know, Liv. You wanted to trust her, you wanted Noah to have a biological relative, a connection to Ellie." Olivia nodded and sighed.

"I think I need to take a rest." Amanda agreed and showed Olivia to the guest bedroom. Olivia laid down and stared at the ceiling before drifting off to sleep, praying to God that her little boy would be found safe and sound, even if she had to go to extreme measures to find him herself.