i don't even know where i was going with this.

There were fans lining up around the corner waiting to see Austin perform. Trish and Dez were already in the crowd waiting. He was about to embark on his first world tour without Ally. He wasn't sure how he felt about things anymore.

He loved her more than anything in the world. She was the missing puzzle piece of his life. He now feels empty. All the fun that they had in the past was gone. All he had left were the memories of them. He sat there reminiscing about the day they first met at Sonic Boom. His life has changed drastically with her in it. He had to thank her for that. They learned a lot from each other. She taught him to be understanding and courteous around others and he taught her to be carefree and brave. Without Ally, Austin wouldn't even be here. He would not embark on his first world tour. He wouldn't be number one in numerous countries.

He is really not sure how he is going to survive without her in his life anymore. Who will he talk to when he's feeling down? Or make him laugh even on his bad days. He sighed and scribbled down a few more songs for the set list. Tonight was not about him at all. It was to honor his best friend and thank her for helping him get where he has wanted to be since he was a kid.

The tears were running down his face like waterfalls. He missed her so much. He just wants to see her in the crowd, clapping and dancing along to his performance. And in the end, she'll run up to him and he'll twirl her around.

He missed her smile, her laugh, and her positive vibes. Without Ally, they were nothing. They were not the group of friends they were three months ago. Of course it impacted Trish and Dez, but it his Austin like a bus. She was right next to him laughing and smiling one day and then the other day, she boarding the plane to Africa. The worst part is, she never told a single soul.

You're up in five minutes," Jimmy said and patted his back. "I know it's tough, Austin, but we all know you can get through anything. You're brave."

"Thank you, Jimmy," Austin said and weakly smiled.

Austin sighed and wiped the tears away. He had to be brave. Ally would want to see him stay strong, even in the worst situations possible. She had to much faith in him, that sometimes she forgot about the faith in herself. She was there signing and dancing in spirit and they all knew that.

He couldn't do it. He needed to cancel the show. There was no way he would be able to perform tonight. He still was not in the right mindset to even be considering performing. He took a few deep breaths before walking on stage.

The crowd was quiet for once. They were usually screaming and clapping, but tonight was different. His fans knew he was going through a tough time and they were there supporting him every step of the way.

Austin sighed and grabbed the microphone. He wondered if she would ever return to Miami. Hell, he wondered where she was and what she was doing.

"I'm sorry, I need a minute," Austin mumbled and hurried off the stage. He sat down on the chair and took a few more deep breaths. He reached into his pocket and grabbed the small white piece of paper. He carefully unfolded it and let out a shaky sigh.

Austin,

I'm sorry I could not make it to your show in Miami. I feel really bad, but I'm snowed in! Good luck on your first mini tour, though. I'll always be there in spirit and you know that. I promise you I'll be with you every day on your world tour. We'll travel the world together and go to places we have only dreamed of going to. Once again, I am so sorry I could not make it. You'll do great.

I'll see you when I'm back from New York.

Love, Ally.

She was in fact there in spirit and he knew that. Ally would be disappointed in him if he didn't continue on with his world tour and he knew that. He folded the piece of paper back up and shoved it in his pocket.

He grabbed the microphone once again and walked onto the stage.

"Tonight is not about me. It's about a good friend of mine. She's not here tonight, but she's here in spirit. She may not be part of our team, but she's probably exploring the world, seeing new thing and living her dream. Tonight is for you, Ally. Without you, I wouldn't be the person I am today." He whispered into the microphone. The tears were falling down his face. "You'll always be here with me, forever and always," his voice shaky. "This song is called, 'Can't Do It Without You.' This song is very important to me and it always will be. So yeah, this is for you, Ally."

By the way- Ally is not dead.