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Obvious reference to Dan Bull's "Dive Into The Madness".

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31.03.2018


Something felt different this time.
Like it was drowning me, pulling me down into this madness.
It felt...

...

...

Just different.
Little by little the Light was becoming stronger but my body felt colder and colder, the Heat slowly disappearing. I tried moving my head away from the Light but I could not move, even if my mind was screaming, Zangetsu was screaming too I suppose.
But I can't hear him.
Not anymore.
Or Him.
No one I hear.

It started being a normal routine for me.
Not being able to attract attention.

Anyone's attention...

...

...

I was laying on my back in the bathroom. My legs has given up not too long ago.

I can't get up.

...

...

"Ichigo? Is everything alright?"
Oh no.

Dad's home.

"Ichigo? If you don't answer, I'll open the door." I didn't want him to storm here but no sound came. Soon the door opened.

I looked at him face when he cautiously opened it.

The first thing he saw was me laying in the pool of blood with opened cuts on my arms and my thighs. He stared for a few seconds. Then-.

"Why?"

Why?
Good question...
Why...

Why...?

Then he started screaming, calling, trying, doing anything to stop.

"Don't, you can't, don't sleep." He shook me, stopping from falling into that Madness, that Light. Then I noticed I was laying against his chest, one of his hands holding me so I wouldn't fall and the second checking my blood pressure, my temperature, my vitals.

Soon the others came, I often saw them at hospital while they were saving other's lives.

Should they save me...?

...

...

"...hear me?" I felt someone shaking me.

But I didn't want to response.
Really didn't.

So I didn't.

"...Not reacting..."

"We... ...as..."

And soon the Light became stronger.

And then everything was gone.