Dear diary,
Today I found out the best news of my life I am pregnant. Edward doesn't want to keep the baby because he thinks I am going to dye.
Well I wanna keep him. Well I think it is a boy and if it is I want him to be just as handsome as his father. I am so happy that the pain that I am having isn't bothering me.
I am happy that I have my husband with me but if only he was as happy as I was or if he is to show it. Rose is always there for me because she knows how I am feeling right now
wanting to have a child from the one you love more than your own life. Other than all this in my head I am thinking about Charlie and Renee I am thinking stuff like will I ever see
them again do they miss me ect. Will jacob and I still be friends after he finds out? Will the volturi try to kill edward for getting me pregnant? Will my son dye because he doesn't
have a mother? So many questions and no answers. I am trying to motivate Edward but he got his mind set on me dropping the baby but I promised him that I will think about it.
So what do you think will happen do you think that Edward will be ok with the baby ? What do you think Jacobs will think about bella pregnant?
And please give me ideas I need them.