I throw all of your stuff away
I'm gonna clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
and ignore all your messages
She never thought she'd be doing this. She never thought she'd be in this situation.
But here she was.
Nikki Wong was determined to remove any piece of Jonesy Garcia she had in her room. She put all of his jerseys in the trash, she didn't care if he wanted them anymore. She grabbed the bear that he had bought her for valentines day and stuffed it in the trash as well. She tore all the pictures in half.
It was almost like they were never together.
Just as she had finished throwing the picture shreds out the window her cell phone rang. She opened it to find a text message from Jen, and that her wallpaper was still a picture of Jonesy kissing her.
She'd have to change that later.
What's up? Jonesy's upset. -Jen
I tell everyone we are through
'cause I'm so much better without you
It's over. He ended it. -Nikki
Then why is he driving to your house? -Jen
Just as Nikki was about to type a reply the doorbell rang.
And you just guess who it was.
But it's just another pretty lie
'cause I break down
every time you come around
Nikki felt like crying, she didn't want him here. Especially now. "What the hell do you want?" She said, staying strong.
"To talk, can I come in?"Jonesy asked. Nikki thought about it, then opened the door wider, allowing him in.
So how did you get here
under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
'cause here we go go go again
The two took a seat in the living room. "Well?' Nikki said, clearly annoyed.
"Nikki.." He began "I'm s-"
"Stupid? Selfish? Shallow?" Nikki said before he could finish. "I'm aware, Captain Duh."
"No, Nikki, I'm sorry. Really. I didn't mean for this to happen."
"Yeah, you didn't mean to stomp on my heart when you broke it off for some fling with Tricia. It just happened."
"Tricia was a mistake."
"And apparently so was I." Nikki said as she stood up to walk away.
"Not at all. Nikki, I love you."
Nikki stopped dead in her tracks.
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
"Really" Nikki questioned.
Jonesy paused. 'Do I?'
You never know what you want
and you never say what you mean
"Forget it, Jonesy." Nikki said, resuming her walk to the door. Jonesy ran to cut her off. He grabbed her, looking her in the eyes.
but I start to go insane
every time that you look at me
"Yes, Nikki. I. Love. You."
"Jonesy, I don't know. You're always flirting with other girls, and this isn't the first time this has happened. Jonesy, JONESY! Are you even listening?" Nikki screamed.
"Huh? Oh! Yeah! I heard every word!"
You only hear half of what I say
and you're always showing up too late
"Jonesy, it's just too little, too late. Can you just leave, please?"
And I know that I should say goodbye but it's no use
"Nikki. look me in the eyes. You can't live without me."
"You're right." Nikki whispered.
can't be with or without you
"Nik, I really am sorry.."
"Jonesy, what happens when I let you back in and you pull crap like this again? I can't keep getting shot in the heart!"
So how did you get here
under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
"Nikki, give me one more chance. Please."
Should have known better
in trying to let you go
cause here we go go go again
Nikki thought, then sighed. "Fine, but this is it. Really last chance."
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
is so addictive
We're falling together
you'd think that by now I'd know
cause here we go go go again
"Okay, I promise it won't happen again. Seriously. I mean it."
"Yeah, alright. But you should probably get home. Your dad's gonna be steamed when you get back."
"Yeah, you're right."
"I always am." Nikki smirked.
Jonesy smiled. "There's my Nik, I'll see ya tomorrow, okay?"
"Okay!"
Nikki stepped out on the porch and watched him drive away. As soon as he was gone she went back inside, closing the door behind her. She sighed as she leaned back against the door. "Here we go again..."
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