Ok, so I've just finished reading the first 4 Vampire Diaries books, and since the show starts up again today (or tomorrow... depending where you are living in the world...) I decided to try a hand at writing a fic for it. And it happens to be Bonnie/Damon since I fell in love with them in the books. I don't know why or how, but I did... but the storyline for this fits better with the TV world than the books, so that is how I came up with this... I have been working on it for the past 2 days or so.

Prologue

Bonnie lay curled up in her bed, staring at the wall and not concentrating on anything else. She didn't want her mind to wonder, because if it did she would remember everything that happened and she didn't want the hysterics starting again. People were worried about her, she knew that, Elena was constantly over and trying to get Bonnie to talk to her, but the girl was not responsive.

For the past week Bonnie had stayed in her room, doing nothing. People had given her time to grieve, they understood how close the girl was to her grandmother but now people were deciding that this was enough time. Bonnie's mother would hound her, telling to go to school or else she was going to get expelled. The school board also called the house, demanding to know where Bonnie was and if she would be returning to school or not.

Bonnie didn't care, though. Nothing mattered since the one person who was her mentor was gone. Life wasn't fair to Bonnie and the events that had transpired the week before proved that.

The one guy she liked betrayed her and then Grams died, trying to help the vampires out. Bonnie felt the tears coming back as she thought of Stefan and Damon; it was because of them her grandmother died. Mostly Damon though, because he HAD to look for Katherine, he HAD to follow Stefan, he HAD to…

Bonnie buried her face in her pillow and cried until her throat and eyes were sore. Then slowly she got out of bed and walked towards her desk and picked up a random book she had been given to her from Grams. Bonnie wasn't sure what it was, but she knew for sure it was another spell book. She didn't know what she was doing or why, but she was flipping through the pages and stopped at a spell.

It was a love spell of some sort, but in her dazed state Bonnie didn't read the finer details. All she saw was happiness and love and she knew she had to do this spell for herself; it was the only way to help her get through. To make her forget about the heartache inside her.

Bonnie looked at what she had to do and got things ready. After an hour or so, everything was set up and she lit the final candle, chanting the Latin words the book told her. Soon Bonnie felt relief wash over her and happiness come. Bonnie welcomed the feeling as she fell to the floor. The heartache in her chest slowly went away as Bonnie fell into a blissful sleep. She had no idea what the consequences would be for her actions.