A/N: I don't own anything. This is my second one shot so I hope y'all enjoy. Read and review.
EmPOV
"I really think you should at least try it Emmett. It will help you get some closer and help you feel better. I did the same thing when my sister past away."
My mom is currently in my room suggesting to me that I should write a letter to my twin brother Jasper. She did the same thing when her sister, aunt Carmen died. Ever since Jasper past away a year ago things have been as fine as they could get, At least that's what I keep telling myself.
"I don't see why I should. He's never going to be able to see the letter mom."
I began to fight back the tears as the thought of knowing that Jasper will never be able to read my letter came into my mind. The ache in my chest is coming back. This often happened when I thought about Jasper.
"You should do it because it will help bring you some peace. You need some peace Emmett.,"
"Alright mom. I'll write a letter."
She came over to me and gave me a kiss on my forehead.
"I love you my son."
"I love you too mom."
With that she stood up and exited the room. I walked over to my desk, got a pencil and spiral notebook and began to write my letter to Jasper.
Dear Jasper
Mom suggested I write this letter, she told me it would make me feel better. I don't see how because you can't see it and I won't see your reaction to it, but I don't have anything to lose, so here we are.
It's been a year since you died. Everything has changed, yet everything is the same. The joke shop is still going strong. Edward is helping me with it. It's not the same without you though. He doesn't appreciate my pranks and jokes as much as you did.
I miss you so much. I keep thinking about how I never got to say goodbye and tell you I love you. I do love you my brother. I hope you knew that even though we didn't say it much.
I'm struggling Jasper. I'm not going to lie. I keep pretending like I'm okay, but I'm not. I crack jokes, I laugh, but my heart is hurting. I want to see you, to touch you, to hug you, to hear you laugh again. I keep praying that you're happy, that you're having fun with Felix, and encouraging Marcus to lighten up, and of course you're with Eleazar. It's always a party when he's around.
Do you miss me? Do you think of me? Do you wish you were still here with me? Do you remember the good times we shared? I do. Everyday.
I'll stop writing now. I just wanted to let you know, I love you. Always have, and always will.
Your brother and partner in crime,
Emmett.
With that I closed my closed my spiral notebook and put everything away. My mom was right. This did help me feel better. I decided to go down to the living room and play the piano. I began to sing and play the song that would express how I'm feeling right now. Even though the song is a rap song, I decided to sing it and change it up. I'll Be Missing You.
(Emmett/Bella)
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Jasper, they got to know that life ain't always
What it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a steam
Through our family I'll fulfill your dreams
I the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend
Try to block it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings are hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you're still living your life, after death
Right as I was about to sing the chorus, I heard someone else begin to sing it. It was Bella. Edward, my younger brother's wife of two years. My sister in law, but I leave out the in law because I consider a sister. Jasper and Bella were very close. Jasper is the one who introduced Edward to Bella. Before Bella and Edward got together they were too scared to tell each other, so Jasper is the one who set them up. When I first saw Edward and Bella together I knew by the they looked at each other that it was love at first sight.
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
"I miss you Jasper." Bella said.
Bella sang with tears running down her eyes. She came over and sat down next to me on the piano bench next to me. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and I continued to sing.
It's kinda hard with you not around
Knowing you in heaven smiling down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Jasper I can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breathe
I know you're still living your life, after death
Somebody tell me why
On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
Bella sang with such fire and sadness in here eyes. The tears were just pouring down her eyes.
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
Is a day that I get closer
To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
We miss you Jasper…and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
Cause we can't stop …that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
We miss you Jasper
After Bella and I were done singing, Bella wrapped her arms around me in a big hug. That's when I began to just cry onto her shoulders. I just let it all out.
"I miss him so much Bella. I just wish he didn't get onto his motorcycle that night. I wish he had just stayed home instead of going out to get those prank toys from Demitri. Then he wouldn't have been hit by that drunk driver."
By now I was just balling on her shoulder. It felt good to just let it all out.
"Emmett there are some things that are just out of our control, and we shouldn't dwell on that. Things happen, but we have to remember that life goes on and everything is going to be okay," She told me.
I looked her in the eye and nodded my head.
"Everything's going to be okay Emmett."
With that I gave her a big hug and I knew that everything is going to be okay.