:I'M
lost in time, caught between what was, what is, and what may
be.
Caught between moments, caught between possibilities, with
the
potential
to change it all. Behind me is Sion and the Keeper, and
the
death of every hero in the world to come unless I can get back
there.
What do I do? Where do I go? And most important, what do I
dare
to do:
The
thoughts fell through Lavitz's head, quicker then he can
contain
it.
:I'm
looking at me at eighteen, Treveln infront of me, offering me
the
sword of truth:
Lavitz
standing infront of Trevelyn, who is holding the sword of
truth
for him to take it.
:I'm
looking at me, older, much older and somehow I know that this
is
the end, this is my last stand:
A
older Lavitz standing in front of the tomb of his son, surrounded
by
twelve
warriors.
:My beginning:
Lavitz starring into Trevelyns eyes, his hand opening and closing.
:My end:
Lavitz
holding...the Sword of Truth, battle stance ready, his
face
grim.
Lavitz
starred at the scene of Trevelyn and him, taking out the
sword
of Power, ready to throw it.
:I
can stop this. I can hit the sword away from Trevelyn,
snapping
myself
back to reality. I will never have to go through what I have
been
through. Never have to endure the things I've endured. Never
have
to make the mistake that lost me my wife Kalahan:
He stood behind himself, who was standing ready for battle.
:I
can step in, save my future self from what's coming. Buy a
little
time
to find out what's going on and what to do next:
:I
can--:
"I
was wondering when you were going to get here." the older
Lavitz
said.
"You
knew I was coming?" said another, a much older person with
a
gruff
voice.
"Yeah.
I knew you were coming" Lavitz said, "You and someone
else"
He
turned his head a bit, to where the younger Lavitz was
hidden,
watching
from the shadows.
"I don't see anybody" the other man said.
"No.
You wouldn't. In the shadows and the dark, nobody could see me
when
I didn't want to be seen" The rain cascading off his
face,
grasping
on his beard and the polished steel of his sword. "I was
good
back then, Blake. I was damned good"
The
older man, his brown hair fading into a bright white
nodded.
"Yeah...yeah, you were. But what does that have to do
with-
-"
"It
doesn't matter. Nothing matters now, say what you came to
say"
Lavitz
interjected.
"It
doesn't have to be this way. You know that. If you surrender,
give
them the sword, I can help you. But I can't protect you if you
keep
going" Blake told him.
The
sky crackled from the thunder, "Don't do this, Lavitz.
Don't.
You're
not as fast as you used to be. They have the advantage, and
the
weapons to take you down. They'll kill you. You know that. You
HAVE
to know that."
Lavitz's
head fell, rain dripping from the tip of his nose, as it
continued
to rain harder. "I know. But I can't go back now. It's
too
late.
What's done, what HAD to be done, is done."
He looked up. "Goodbye, old friend."
Blake took Lavitz's hand, "Lavitz, please, listen to me--"
Lavitz didn't flinch, "Its time. Walk away. Don't look back anymore"
Blake
nodded, a tear mixing with the rain. He turned away, walking
through
the warriors. Each held a legacy weapon, each true bearers.
"As
soon as the freak moves, take him out. So don't think
twice,
because
if you do, he'll tear you apart before you can do the same
to
him" the one with the Bow of Redemption said.
"Understood" another said, bearing the Sword of Lies.
Lavitz
turned, to face the area where the other Lavitz is. "There's
nothing
you can do. Even if you try, time is about to flip again.
Just
remember what you've seen here. I can't warn you about what's
coming,
because if you know, you'll make things worse. It's better
this
way. Better for me. Better for Phoenix"
"And
better for Phoenix and Aurora's son. His name is Cypher. But it
would
pretty much have to be, wouldn't it?" he said softly.
"We
had a good run. We fought the good fight, even in the dark.
And
Kalahan, god rest her soul, never stopped loving us. Even when
it
all went bad" The rain began to downpour, shadowing him
from
everyone.
"Nothing else matters" Lavitz said softly.
"Holy--!"
said one of the warriors as Lavitz suddenly appeared
before
him.
"Nothing!"
he screamed, tearing through the men, swinging his
sword
high.
:Tell
Phoenix that you love him. Tell him every night, and every
morning:
the older Lavitz began to say to the younger one in his
head.
His
sword flung through, breaking the Sword of Lies, stabbing into
the
bearer.
:And as gently as you can, make him understand...:
His fist flew out, breaking the teeth of the bearer of the Axe.
:...that
we all fall, sooner or later. Nobody lives forever.
Nobody
gets a free pass:
The Legacy Warriors began to swarm him, enveloping him.
:What matters is that you go down fighting...:
The sounds of thuds and punches can be heard through the night.
:What matter is that you go down fighting...:
Lavitz erupted from the dog pile, holding two men over his head.
:...and you go down clean:
The man with the bow took aim.
:...clean...:
The
arrow tore through Lavitz's body as he screamed through
the
night.
:...clean...:
The
light blinded the other Lavitz, as the older Lavitz became
enveloped
in white light.
:There's nothing you can do...nothing you can do:
The
other Lavitz turned his head, blocking the light, looking onto
the
forest seen again.
:Isn't there: he said to himself.
The teenage Lavitz reached for the sword.
:I
can stop it: he said to himself :I can put my life back the
way
it was. Make my life mine again. No one will have to die because
of
me.: he gripped the sword tighter, ready to throw it.
:But...how
many other people will die because I wasn't there to
save
them:
:I cant...:
:Creator
help me...I'm sorry, Phoenix-- I can't. I can't. I
can't...:
The
teenage Lavitz grabbed the sword, the yellow and blue
light
enveloping
him, as the yellow blue light enveloped the one stuck in
time.
"I'm
sorry Phoenix...I'm sorry. I know you would've wanted better of
me.
I--"
"Lavitz Shawe" a voice echoed around him.
"Sirius?"
"I
apologize for the delay...it has taken all my power to find
you.
You've
gone to far down the timeline for me to come to you. If I
try,
we may both become lost forever."
"So what do you want me to do"
"You have to come to me. You will have to find me"
"Great..." Lavitz said sarcastically.
"You
will have to come back up to your own timeline until you reach
the
present"
"Uh huh...how?"
"I am a ranger Lavitz, I miss nothing"
A white tendril of energy swirled before him, like a rope.
"I've
sent the Spell of Becoming in your direction. You should be
seeing
anytime now. Let it enter you, and bring you forward through
your
timeline. Follow my voice, and never let go"
"If
we succeed, you will return to yourself in the moments before
you
enter the throne room of Renada, before you open the doorway for
the
Keeper. Your son will come, you must stop him from repeating
the
same mistake"
The
white tendril shot back, and flew forward, faster then anything
ever,
slamming into Lavitz's body as he yelled out.
"Commander Lavitz!...we...slaughted...help"
"Who...?" Lavitz said weakly, getting up from the ground.
"Commander
Lavitz! The Alversian horde is breaking through the
lines.
Half of the town is overrun!"
Lavitz
stood up to see a young Lieutenant Ace before him. He looked
around.
Hundreds of soldiers were running in different directions,
attempting
to stop the horde of black Alverisans from taking the
town.
:I
understand. I'm not visiting, I'm here reliving in the moment. I
can
be hurt, or killed and if that happens...:
He charged forward into battle.
:I can't let that happen:
He swung his sword up, bringing it down quickly.
A
sudden steel ring ran through his body. Trevelyn stood before
him,
his face contorted in anger. "HOW DARE YOU OPPOSE ME!"
Trevelyn
yelled, throwing Lavitz back.
:He's
fast...I'd almost forgotten how fast...and I'm slow, tired,
reflexes
are off...:
Lavitz
flies back, sliding against the ground, the sword of truth
dangling
from his tips.
:...but I can't let that matter, not now...have to keep going--:
Trevelyn
charged forward screaming. Lavitz spun, round housing him
across
the face.
:Follow my voice:
He charged forward, screaming in rage, bringing his blade down.
He
was jolted back, falling and sliding to the ground. A short
man,
with a curved blade came forward. "Blade was the first, you
are
next"
Corey screamed, bring the blade down.
:Follow my voice:
A
shrill laughter filled the air, as he ran through the
tunnels.
Hundreds
of skeleton warriors chased him, Amber having brought them
sometime.
The walls began to fall in, rocks falling, pinning Lavitz
below
them.
:Follow my voice:
Lavitz was pinned, under solid rock, not able to move.
:Got
to keep moving...shouldn't be that hard to move the
rocks...no
good...they're
not moving...doesn't make sense...I should be able
to...:
He
pushed up, groaning. He opened his eyes to see Jagang bearing
down
upon Faye and Merlo.
:No...:
:Dear Spirits, no...:
:The
two of lay before me. Jagang above them. I was barley able to
lift
it up before, I wont be able to do this twice. In
this
condition...:
:No.
I can't let it happen. This isn't a dream, or a memory. I'm
HERE,
in the moment, and if I fail, they die. I won't allow it:
Jagang
laughed loudly, grinning, twirling the sword his hand. "You
two
will make nice trophies on my wall" he said grinning.
:Come
on Lavitz, come on...you can do this...you did it
before...move,
dam you...move...:
:This
is when it counts...when there is no chance...you cant
give
up...that's
all...:
He pushed up, the rocks moving slowly. He groaned with the strength.
:Cant...give...:
"UP!"
he yelled, turning Jagangs attention long enough for Kevin to
tackle
him to the ground.
:Follow my voice:
"Enough" Lavitz said.
:Follow my voice:
"No..."
:Follow my voice:
"I
SAID NO!" he screamed, "I cant do this anymore. I cant. I
look at
all
the things I've done, everything's that's happened, and--its
just
nonstop fighting, violence, madness--and I've let people
die...people
I cared about...people I loved--"
:We cannot save everyone:
"Then what's the point?"
:Do
you know what is the greatest gift anyone can received in
his
lifetime:
"No"
Lavitz said flatly, "And I don't care. What does this have to
do
with--"
:The
greatest gift we can receive is to have the chance, just one
in
our lives, to make a difference. Do you understand how many gifts
you
have received? How many times you've made a difference? Enough
for
a hundred lifetimes:
Lavitz didn't answer.
:If
you stop now, then all the times you made a difference before
now
were for nothing. And all those you care about now, today, will
most
certainly die. But you already know this:
Lavitz
looked up at nothing, tears in his eyes. "I know its
just...I'm
tired Sirius. I'm so tired all of a sudden. I try not to
look
back, because some days it feels like I'll just drown under
the
weight
of everything. I've done everything. I've had to do, and I
wonder
if it was worth it--"
:Lavitz:
"Yeah?" he said softly.
:You are asking the wrong question:
"That so? Then what's the right question?" he asked.
:We must go now:
"I know...I know..." he said softly standing up, "Bring it on"
:Follow my voice:
Hundreds
of enemies, hundreds of scenarios charged at Lavitz. He
took
them all on, listening for it.
:Follow my voice:
Hundreds,
thousands. Everyone he had ever fought, killed, died for
him.
He faced them all.
:Follow my voice:
"Sire, we have arrived"
Lavitz
looked around. The throne room doors loomed before him. He
stood
there, not knowing what to do. One of the Red Crimson
guards
approached.
"Sire?"
Lavitz
looked around. He saw his son and his two friends come around
the
corner. With a deep breath, Lavitz stopped them, holding them
in
place. They struggled in the magik web.
"Father!" yelled Phoenix, "Your repent has come!"
"No"
Lavitz said softly, "Look at the sword, look at the hilt.
See
what
you have become"
Phoenix
struggled, glaring down at the sword. The silver words
DARKNESS
shown back at him. His eyes filled will anger, spitting at
his
father, "Release me"
The
Sword of Power at Lavitz's side glowed, changing shape
before
stopping
again. The Sword of Truth had returned to him.. He took
it
out, pointing at Phoenix. "Release yourself" he said,
throwing
his
hands back, pulling the darkness out of the three.
They
screamed, they yelled, darkness erupting from them. A gold
aura
appeared over them, he could hear the keeper yell.
"Stand
back!" Sirius said in the darkness, "This intrusion into
our
dimension
is the work of the keeper! And only can counter it!"
He
mumbled magic words, screaming it, till all was silent, the
darkness
faded.
And it was over.
"We must speak" he said to Lavitz.
"A
most curious thing happened Lavitz" Sirius said smiling,
"When
you
came back, this appeared in my pocket"
He
handed Lavitz a small orange box, with a gold glow. "What
is
it?"
Lavitz asked.
Sirius pointed a finger at his stomach, "Its up for you to decide"
Lavitz
stood on the tallest spire of the castle, watching the
moonlight.
Phoenix, Blake and Aurora had left the castle, to go
around
the world, returning each kingdom to their rulers. The time
of
the Imperial Order had ended. Lavitz sighed to himself, opening
the
orange box in his hand.
A small paper unfolded itself...
YOU
HAVE
FIVE
MINUTES
SPEND
THEM
AS
YOU WISH
Lavitz starred at the paper for a few.
"Hello, Lavitz"
He turned, his eyes widening.
"Kalahan? I don't believe...it really is you..?"
A
smile crossed the face of his wife, her perfect face fitting
well
with
her flawless body, her brown hair fitting perfectly at her
shoulders.
"Well sure, who else would it be?" she walked forward,
a
delicate
hand touching his face, "You look good Lavitz, really
good"
"You
look good to Kalahan. Spirits, there's so many things I want to
tell
you...so many things I want to ask forgiveness for,
I--"
"Forgiveness?"
she said, turning her head a bit, "There's nothing you
need
to be forgiven for, Lavitz. Not by me"
"But" he said bitting his lip, "I wasn't there when you-"
"We
all mess up sometimes love. Its not only inevitable, I think
maybe
its even necessary."
She
smiled, kissing his cheek. "You know what would disappoint
me?
If
you didn't reach for the kind of Life I wanted for you. If
you
settled
for less because you were afraid of reaching for more. If
you
walked away from what you believe, even one" she looked at
him
with
blue eyes, "Have you done that?"
A
deep sadness, fell over him, but then he realized. He had
never
fallen
from the path, he always believed everything that he believed
in
the beginning. He was corrupted by a stone, a stone he had
broken
himself
just moments ago.
"No. No I haven't" he said to her.
"Then
your life has meaning. Whatever you do now, whatever is
you've
become, tell me this Lavitz. Are you happy? We all go through
the
pain, we all lose people we care about, we all suffer, we all
get
hurt. It's the price of being human. But at the end of the
day...do
you like your life? Are you happy Lavitz?"
Lavitz
looked down, then up, "Its the damndest thing, but...I am.
I'm
happy. I have a good life, Kalahan. A real good life. I'm
very
lucky.
Sometimes I don't realize just how good, and how lucky.
But
yeah...I'm
happy"
Kalahan
smiled, hugging him tightly, "Then that's the only things
that
matters isn't it?"
He smiled, holding her in his arms. "I've missed you so much Kalahan"
"I've missed you to love. I love you, you know"
"I love you to Kalahan."
She began to fade, "Goodbye, Lavitz. Take care of Phoenix for me"
"I will. I swear."
"I know..."
and she was gone.
Lavitz
stood in that spot, his arms around where she was. He looked
up
at the sky, into the twin moons. "Thank you..." he said
smiling,
happy
once again.
