A/N hey guys new story! I'm going to posting alot of new ones but SDL will get finished. As for COATM I'm not so sure but when I have till ill update that as well. Well enjoy and don't forget to review!(:

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Austin's POV

Hatred. That's all I have for this world and the people in it. Well all except 3; Dez, my parents, and Ally. Ally Dawson is a 16 year old model that models for wet seal, forever 21, hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, aerie, and Victoria secret. She's going to start for body central soon. She has two sisters; Cassidy and Trish. Trish models for pac sun, Aeropostale, Delias, and rue 21. Cassidy models for aerie, Victoria secret, express, and American eagle. I even saw her a couple of times on the UGG footwear website. Don't ask. I mean they're all different. Trish is short, pretty, Latina, sassy, and has a wild crazy but cool and kick-ass if need be attitude.

Cassidy is hot, tall, long brunette hair and is very sweet. Things I would normally look for in a temporary girlfriend. But I'm not like that at all. I wouldn't use women as toys. That's just not right. And last but certainly not least is Ally. I know almost everything about her. She is beautiful and my dream girl. I'm in love. She's sweet, down to earth, funny, has curves in all the right places, plump lips, she's skinny but not too skinny, she's short as ever, and her beautiful brown locks that fall into an ombré color- and now I'm rambling.

As where I am very ugly. I'm not gonna lie; I look like shit. I have long platinum blonde hair that reaches my back with long bangs that cover my eyes. My clothes are horrid; I have sweaters, ripped of date- no screw that, out of century clothes, jeans with all kinds of stains on them, and the same pair of worn out holes in them tennis shoes. My parents aren't poor but they aren't exactly rich either, they own a mattress store and I've told them numerous amount of times that I need changed but all they said to me was "it doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, it's the inside that counts."

Bullshit.

And to put the icing on the cake; under my bangs is so much acne you can play connect the dots on my forehead, (that's mainly why my bags cover my face) braces and bifocals. My parents can't afford a total makeover, but they can afford at least some new shoes. I'm a total freak at school. I get bullied, beat up, spit on, )yeah I know gross right.) and etc. The only things that keep me sane are my music, family, Dez, and Ally.

I know you think it's pathetic that a girl I've never met before in my life keeps me sane, but she does vlogs and always quotes stuff at the end then explain what she thinks it means.(1) I look up to her. I admire her for many things. She's like a dream come true. Crap! I totally forgot I have school. As I'm getting dressed, my mind wonders off and I start thinking about Avery. I miss her so much. She's probably like 15 now. It's been awhile since it happened. I also miss Brianna. She's probably 6 now. They were and still are my life. I almost shed a tear but then suck it up; men don't cry. Course I'm not a man, I'm very skinny and tall.

I grab my bag and make my way downstairs. I check my bag for a quick second to make sure I have everything. Books; check. Supplies; check. Glasses case; check. And that's about everything. I also have this special book that I'm reading. Yes I read books. I want to be a writer or teacher when I grow up. (2) I love reading; it's a deep passion of mine. I hate singing and dancing so I wouldn't wanna be either of those. Hell I even hate music. I don't think teenagers like us should waste our time listening to that garbage that poisons the brain and replaces the knowledge with sense less junk. It's revolting. I also like using big huge words and fighting people with sarcasm. It's very numerous actually.

There's lots of things that us teens do that I find ridiculous; like when texting abbreviating words. Don't be lazy and uncouth, type out the full words! Yes I know what texting is, I have a flip phone and I'm proud of it- not really. I do have a curfew though, I mean c'mon who wants to stay out and party when you could kick back and relax with a good book or go to bed early. Not me!

That's actually how I spend my Fridays, relaxing and reading a good big book while drinking hot coco. I mean how else would I spend it, me nor Dez gets invited to anything cool or fun. I go grab an apple and stuff it in my bag, not really that hungry. I know that my parents are already at work. I go outside hop on my bike and start riding to school.


1) like Megan & Liz do

2) see what I did there(;

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