A.N

Hey people, so i did kind of like season 4 of doctor who but was incredibly disappointed with the ending- i mean HEL-LO if she had to stay with the clone she could have at least snogged the original first- anyway that's not the point, the point is that when i saw the first ep and rose disappearing it gave me loads of ideas and i decided to watch the rest of the series to find out if my ideas were theirs as well, SO when NONE of my thoughts happened i was a bit annoyed and decided to change the series to my liking.(i know i know i sound like a spoiled brat spitting out her dummy because she didn't get her own way. Believe me I've done that plenty lol so i probably am a leetle bit spoiled and a brat but hey at least my story's good. I think. Heehee)

Please note the doctor and rose will end up together, Rose will NOT be foisted off on some dumb clone, and the Doctor will admit he loves her. Also there are significant changes to Rose in this story and i haven't yet decided if this is just going to end up as a fluffy piece or follow the whole dalek world domination theme, either way drose-iness will prevail!!

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"Where is he?"

She thought desperately to herself while an eccentric red head rattled on about a car and a bin in her ear, "oh god i can't have missed him, not again, i came so far..."

She sighed deeply to herself while intently watching the sight of thousands of adipose being lifted into the huge spacecraft hovering above her head. The red head had finally stopped rambling and had begun to run towards an alley shouting a hurried thanks over her shoulder as she went.

Rose sighed sadly once again and turned away from the sight of the incredibly cute new life forms while an indescribable look of pain passed over her face. Walking away from the staring crowds Rose forced herself not to cry and with a feeling of depression and failure hanging over her head she silently thought of her new 'home and shimmered out of existence.

"God! I hate this place!" was Rose's first thought as she re-materialised outside her house- or mansion as it would be more correctly termed- "everything is so damn perfect and QUAINT, there's no fun here, no adventure or danger or excitement... no doctor. No definitely no oh so gorgeous, unbelievably loving, unnaturally great hair having, amazing make your knees go weak with a grin doctor.

And that was the problem.

Well, that and the fact she could now travel through space on a whim, appeared to have stopped ageing, was pretty sure the whole of creation was ending, every parallel universe beginning to collide with each other, her mother miscarrying, her parents' marriage problems and breakdown, her mother seeing her ex- boyfriend- eew creepy- and her own unbearably crippling heartache, really it had been a pretty shitty two years.

Glaring at the front door as she approached it Rose silently cursed



"Why the hell couldn't she teleport- as she had taken to calling it after watching star trek- straight to her room instead of to the front door, now everyone always knew when she came back and bombarded her with questions, sure enough as soon as she had pushed open the door her mother and Mickey appeared expectant looks on both of their faces

"Well...?"They both asked

"Did you find him?, is he coming?, what did he say?, can he help?"

Rose remained silent and simply glared at them both as they rattled off the same questions they asked each time she returned, did they seriously think she would be standing here, in this prison, in this dimension if she had found Him.

"No" she replied simply in the same monotone voice she had used for two years as she brushed passed both of them and made her way up the sickeningly luxurious stairway to her bedroom- "HA!" she thought to herself

"That's a laugh, my bedroom, if only, no, the only way I'll ever be in my bedroom, in my Home again is if i ever get back to the TARDIS... to the doctor and that's getting more and more unlikely these days, what with the world about to end an all..."

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Sorry about the wallow fest of this chapter people, i know its a bit depressing but its just to show how bad rose feels without the doctor, don't worry it'll get happier soon i promise, please keep reading and possibly review xxxxx thanks xxxxx Becca xxxxx