A/N: So, it's really late but I'm being dumb and staying up and this popped into my head. It's a pantoum, and I don't know if I did it right and if not, oh well. I used X Amount of Words by Blue October and Already Over by Red. It's about Sherlock and Mycroft's relationship, from Sherlock's POV. Mentions drug use. This was an incoherent author's note. Please review.
Presence
You never go
Yeah, you shape to mold
You're always here (suffocating me)
I will stand on my own
My best defense, running from you
Still you try to control it
"You're all I'm reaching for"
I will stand on my own
Reaching as I fall
Relapse prevent trigger intent
Minus the speed
Nothing left to lose
I'm sick of shaking
I can't resist
Give me recipes for happy
I cannot run away
Now deleted and defeated
Breaking slowly
I'm admitting I'm wrong
It's already over now.