Lacuna: Hey y'all! After a long, unintentional hiatus I'm back with a rather random one shot. This idea just kinda came to me a few weeks ago after work and now I've finally found a moment to sit and type this up and post it. Enjoy :)

Misery

Let me have my misery. I don't need your light when the darkness suits me just fine. Don't look at me like that. Wasn't it my dark mysteriousness what fascinated you in the first place? Do you honestly believe that a person could have such a trait without experiencing perpetual misery? If so you're more ignorant than I initially thought. Pity...

I guess I can't comprehend why it is you really want me. I will never be Prince Charming riding in on his white horse to sweep you away. Heh, the word 'charming' and my name don't even belong in the same sentence unless it's to say that I am not. Similarly I am far from the knight in shining armor who battles all to protect you, dearest princess. In fact, I have no idea why I'm so willing to protect you considering that you should be able to fend for yourself. You're a shinobi. Actually it's more like you're a damsel in distress playing ninja warrior rather poorly. How pathetic...

So basically you're a delusional weakling who can't seem to accept me for who I truly am. I am not your hero. I am not one of those guys that acts hard to protect my 'delicate interior'. I will never conform to your nauseating fantasies. Never.

I need my misery. I am misery itself. It's imperative that I continue to exist in such a manner. I. must. not. forget.

I am an avenger. My life is revenge. There is no other path for me in this life. I. must. avenge. I must feel anger and pain. I must suffer to survive. You could never hope to comprehend such an existence. Your bright smiles and annoying prodding have no place in my life. I don't want you to comfort me. I just want to live an existence of wrath.

So quit trying to take what's mine and stop trying to transform me into Prince Charming of Fairy Tale Land. Do us both a major favor and get out of my way and never come back. I want you out of my way perminantly.

Listen to my words because this is the last time that I'll warn you. Stay out of my way or I will not be responsible for what happens to you. Simplified it means go away or consequences could prove lethal.

Just let me have my misery.