A/N Hi this is a poem I wrote when I felt like crap . sort of like what Nny feels like most of the time. I'm not homicidal though. I just work at Rite Aid * sniff * ^_^

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Disclaimer: I don't own JTHM shit. just my stupid little brain

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Hatred blackening my view

Light turns dim with lies

Life ceases to exist in me

Where the hell is hope

Hope was slaughtered by fate

Fate loves me

Punish the fucks

Slaughter my soul,

Burn the view, burn the eyes

Where was I

Deceived by the fatherly

Dripping and bleeding inside

Power is lost

Let me see

Let me play

Let me watch TV

Let me say

Let me slay

My misery

Laughter that bears the tears

Something I new to fear

And now I wish

On that stupid little star

That I never was here

Deceased

Across the seas

The violence

Of the guardians

Of life

How I wish

Fucking star never shines

Listen to me

Im on my goddamn knees

Bleeding inside

Crying melodies

Torture me

Ignore my request

Of happiness

Seeing clear blue skies

And not hearing

The tortured cries

Mental clarity

Not the drums

That beat inside me

Skipping, shaking

My sanity

Hatred blackens me

And I can't see

The life that exist in me