A/n: Welcome to another depressing Fai-centric drabble thingy!

Warning: Some Spoliers to Fais past, Mentions of death, Kurofai is you squint

Disclaimer: Nope, I still don't own this.

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"Hate"

Hate was familiar to me

We were constant companions

I didn't do anything to deserve this fate

"Cursed Twins of Misfortune"

I...

I sacrificed my twin, so I could leave that valley.

I want to know,

Why didn't they kill us at birth?

Why let us grow?

They should have killed us when we were born, we would have been spared the misery of that valley and tower.

I couldn't even do what I needed to do to save Fai

I couldn't kill Kurogane.

No.

I couldn't

I had to choose between

Fai & Kurogane.

My twin brother and the first person I have ever felt a connection with.

I didn't feel a connection with Ashura-ou.

Why?

I don't know.

He saved me...us...from...the valley.

"Hate"

My constant companion.

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It kinda jumps all around doesn't it?

Meh...this is what you get when you write at 2 AM.