Forever and Always huh?
Well I guess forever has a different meaning for you
Or maybe you just never loved me in the first place
Maybe if you never meant it it doesn't matter if you break the promise
We may be young, but even I know that to promise that means the world
I knew I would
But I guess you didn't
And lied to me anyway
Fine.
Forever and Always
I will blame you for this pain
Of rejection and heartbreak
Of always being alone
And never being able to trust anyone again.
Every time I get close to someone
I see you
Smiling at me and saying that cursed phrase
"Forever and Always"
And I know that I can't trust anyone ever again
Someday
Eventually
Everyone will turn on me
And I'll be alone again
This is why I separate myself from everyone
For fear of being alone
I would rather be alone under my own circumstances
Then have them leave me
And be hurt all over again
This is all your fault
That I'm so broken and fucked up
I hate crying
And breaking down every week
But it's better than having my heart broken again
Like you broke mine…
I wouldn't be able to survive it….
Goodbye Demyx
I hope you'll be happy with Axel.
Zexion folded the note with shaking hands and set it on his bed, making sure the label on top was clearly visible, stating the letter was for Demyx; his…his ex-lover…..
Forever
Tears ran down Zexion's cheeks as he took a step up on the stool in the middle of his room, long ago had he given up on telling himself he didn't have a heart. He could feel this pain as clearly as if he had 6 hearts….but he would never admit this to anyone else.
And always
Slowly and with clear determination Zexion slipped a strong length of rope around his own neck, closing his eyes and pausing momentarily before stepping off the stool.
I'll love you
"ZEXION!"
But you're too late….