Disguised All This Time Chapter 1: Stupid or just blind, an inuyasha fanfic

I do not own Inuyasha. Nor the song which belong to my favorite rock band besides evanescence, HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR. This song is off of their GOOVER cd which I currently earn. It's called 'Days'. Italics are the song

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Disguised all this time

chapter 1: Stupid or just blind?

(Sometimes I can smile, but it's not my true smile)

Inuyasha lie on his King sized red satin sheeted bed. He laid there staring blankly at his ceiling, trying to get his mind off a certain ravened haired beauty. He tried everything from counting tile to trying to get some rest. Nothing worked; if he were to sleep he would dream of her. Even if all he did was close his eyes he would still see her face, shining bright with happiness to see him. He turned on his side and sighed, he probably would never see that face happy towards him again. Not after the fight that he and his best friend had had about an hour ago. Kagome Higurashi had been with him from elementary through High school, and now that they were juniors he had somehow let his feelings grow for her.

Ano toki futari no aida wo surinuketa kaze wa yasashiku

hoho wo naderu

Flashback (to the fight):

Slowly making her over to a bench, Kagome seated herself on one near the playground of the city's park. She leaned back and took a breath, waiting for her best friend to arrive. A smile graced her features as she thought about her adorable silver haired puppy, and how cute he was when he was angry when she would call him that. She couldn't help it. around nineth grade she fell for Inuyasha, she was even there when he dated kikyou. Even though they were each others first kiss... It still hurt when Inuyasha confided in her that Kikyou and him had ' mad love'. But she kept her posture and told him she was glad he was happy. She was there for him when Kikyou cheated on him and broke his heart. She knew he still loved Kikyou (a/n:can you say naive?), but as long as she was still near herself, she was content.

Kawaranai egao mite itaito tokimeku yo

Itsumono shingou watari sakamichi de senaka

oikaketeru

Kagome sighed and looked down at her watch... He was late. He had said to be here at 7:00 sharp 'cause he had claimed he had something he needed to tell her. It was now... 8:15 p.m. Why she had waited and hour and 15 minutes who knows. Sighing again she got up and made her way home.

(i'll never be as I was)

Taking the short way through the town, she passed by the small cafe' near her house. Taking a glance inside, she stopped in her tracks, as tears slightly formed in her eyes. There was Inuyasha just sitting and smiling at his ex, Kikyou Kuwa. She clenched her fist at her sides; Inuyasha had blown her off for Kikyou ... AGAIN. 'I guess dreams really don't come true.' She thought. Just as the two started to kiss she resumed walking home, once home she let the blocked tears fall freely.

Kimi ga ireba konna no yashashiku nareru

Inuyasha smiled at Kikyou, trying his hardest to act polite. This bitch put him through so much pain and here she was flirting with him and stuff like nothing had happened at all. He kept his words short, actually he didn't really pay attention, his mind was too fixed on the only special person in his life. The same person he planned on meeting this afternoon. He was brought out of his thoughts when Kikyou notice he wasn't paying attention to her and got up. She slid into his lap and gave him a "passionate" kiss to which he responded unknowingly. After a few seconds he realized what was happening and who he was kissing, and roughly he pushed her off and headed out the door.

Itsumo issho no toki no REERU wo kakenuketai doko made mo

Inuyasha rubbed his hands over his face, and took a look at his watch: 8:30. 8:30? His eyes grew wide. Shit! He was supposed to meet Kagome a little more than an hour ago! Not wasting anymore time he raced himself to her house. Praying she wouldn't be to mad.

Hi tamukina kimi no yokogao wa itsu made demo mistume ikitai to zutto...

Reaching her driveway he surpassed her drive way, noticing both her Gramp's and mother's car were gone, he let himself in. He made his way to her room where he was sure she was, only to hear light sobs coming from behind the door. Opening the door he saw a red-puffy eyed Kagome lying on her bed. He walked over to her and began patting her back.

(sometimes I can smile, but it's not my true smile)

"Kaggy, what's wrong? Doshita no?" He asked, hoping he could help in some way. Not even caring about the concern edged in his voice, Kagome lifted her head and glared at him. "I saw you and Kikyou." she said stiffly as laid her head back down on her pillow. Inuyasha froze before picking up her pink comforter and sliding in with her. He snuggled close to her, brushing a strand of hair from her eyes he asked," What exactly did you see?"

Kagome pushed him away a bit, and turned over on her side. "What do you think I saw? I saw my best friend ditch me to play kissy face with his ex!" She yelled more tears leaking from her eyes. She finally gained enough control to turn around and face him, her eyes were now emotionless, her vioce toneless as she spoke. "Inuyasha, I think you should go... for good."

fuan na koto kakushite hanashiteru you na denwa no kimi no koe wa,

wazatorashiku akarui yo ne. Doshita no?

Inuyasha's own eyes filtered up with unshed tears, as managed to choke out a week, "why." It was almost inaudible, but she caught it. Her response only furthered his heartbreak: Because... I can't watch the one I love, love someone else." Numbly, Inuyasha removed himself from her bed, not even looking at her as she sat up. Surprisingly he started to laugh, emptiness evident when he did so. Coldly he looked her in the eye and stated, "If that's how stupid and selfish you really are... Then good riddance." With that he was out her door and headed to his house. Leaving a broken and weeping Kagome behind him.

end flashback

Damatta mama no futari wa nigeteru mirai de modokashikatta

(I want to stay by your side)

Inuyasha sighed was he wrong? How the hell was he supposed to fix it now? One thing he did know: Kikyou set this whole thing up.

Kimi to futari yorisori waratte hashaida

Ano basho kara mata tooku naru

Kagome's tears had ceased but the numbness was still present. Taking in a shaky breath she got up, she grabbed her car keys. She knew she was unfair and apologizing to Inuyasha was the best bet right about now. She claimed into her Golden-bronze crown vic (my car), and took off down the road at 11:00 p.m. at night. Too focused on Inuyasha, she never really saw the speeding driver on the side of her until it was to late...

Isogaishi no jikan wo kobandeta

Boku no kimochi wa tada atsuku natte

Motto kimi aitai yo...

Atatakai hizashi abite

Inuyasha looked over at his clock... 11:30 and he still couldn't get to sleep, rolling on his side, he came to the conclusion that he would apologize to Kagome first thing in the morning.

Kimi ga ireba konna ni yasashiku nareeu

Itsumono issho ni toki no REERU wo takenuketai itsumade mo

Hi tamuki no kimi o yokogao wo itsumade demo mitsume ikitai yo

RING...RING..RING...RII... "Hello?" Inuyasha answer groggily, who the hell was calling in the middle of the night? "Is this a Mr. Inuyasha Doro?" A female voice answered. "Hai, who the hell are you?" Inuyasha asked a bit rudely. "I'm calling from Tenshi hospital, earlier this evening we had a crash victim come in by the name of Kagome Higurashi. She had you down as her emergency caller, if it's not to much trouble sir could you come down here quickly?" Inuyasha felt a heavy pit in his stomach as he told the lady yeas and hung up. Getting dressed he climbed into his own car and headed to the hospital, tears made clear paths on his cheeks as he thought. 'Please be okay Kagome... Don't you dare die on me.'

Futari narande aruite wa ratte hashaida

Ano basho wa mou todokanai you ne?

Soba ni ite, to yonde mo sugoku sestunai,

Kimi no koto wo dore kurai shitte ita no darou bokuwa...

Onaji sakamichi wo ima mata aruki hajimeru yo

Atatakai hizashi abite

(kimi ga ireba...)

(koko ni iru yo...)

There's chapter 1...this is my longest chapter out of all my stories 1647 words! hope ya like... my dad doesn't like me spending so much time on the computer but I will try to get the next chapter up soon! CHECK OUT MY STORY 'LACRYMOSA' I'd say that one is better than this one. Let me know what you think/ want to happen!

Yes, Inuyasha is human in this one.

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Translations: Doshita no?- what happened?

Hai - yes