All characters and credits go to Stephanie Meyers.

"Edward please?" I was begging him for what seemed like the 15,000th time to have sex. It wasn't that all I wanted from him was sex, it was that I wanted a physical connnection with him.

"Bella you know I can't, I love you to much to put you in such danger. I could kill you"

"At least I would die happy, with you" I said and I meant it.

"Don't talk like that Bella,don't be crazy"

"But aren't I already and it's all your fault" I said with a joking expression and a wide smile

He smiled back "you can't blame that entirely on me you were crazy when I met you"

As he said that he raised his hand and started touching my jaw and then he put his lips to mine. Edward chuckled and flashed me a crooked smile as he noticed my racing heart.

"You kill me Bella" He started kissing me again and I kissed him back. We started rubbing and touching each other and when I went for Edwards pants zipper,he decided things went too far.

"Bella,stop. I wish we could, I really do because I love you but I'm not gonna our your life on the line."

"So I lose this fight again?" I said with obvious pity in my voice.

"I'm afraid so,love" Edward said with seriousness and a little bit of humor in his voice.

With annoyance, I crawled up to my bed put my blanket over my body and went to sleep.

First story and first chapter I hope it wasn't too terrible please review .