These are letters written to Edward from Bella after he leaves in New Moon. Review it and tell me what you think! I sort of got the idea from Megggggggggg's story "The Letters Never Sent". Go read it, it's awesome.

I got the title of this from "Last Straw" by Jack's Mannequin, one of my favorite songs ever. Fitting, too, seeing as Steph Meyer loves JM as well.

Disclaimer: I wish I owned it.

Dear Edward,

It's been four months, I think. I think. Charlie, he got me books last week. Self-help books, ha. They're the kinda things Renee would use, not really me so much. But I think I'm losing my mind anyway, so I opened one up. 'Step one to lifting moods- Write letters to whomever you're unhappy with, but don't send them'.

As if I even knew where you were. I wish I did. I wish I could send this to you. You should know, you should hear what's happened. I think you took some of me with you, or something. You took my CD, and you took my picture, but maybe you took something else. I'm just not the same, I think.

That was uncalled for, by the way. It's been four months, I think, and I still haven't forgotten you. I try my hardest not think of you, but I cannot forget. I won't, and not being able to look at your face, it hurts. I don't think it will be better. Because sometimes, I start to think of you as a dream, but no one else will forget either. They'll never mention you by name, though, because it might "set me off".

Maybe it would, though. They're right. Maybe a clean break was a good option.

Charlie wants to send me to Florida now. But I can't, because what if you need to find me somehow? You won't know where I am. You might need to, I don't know, convince yourself that I wasn't a dream either.

That's dumb. That's so dumb, I know. You know what happened wasn't a dream, because you've been living for over a hundred years. What happened wasn't special, but I've only lived for eighteen, and to me, it was special. It was special, okay? It was special to me.

I'm sorry I wrote this. I never wanted to that pathetic girl that cries over her boyfriend. I'm sorry I wrote this. I will never send this. You won't have to read this ever.

You don't love me. Atleast, not anymore. I'm sorry.

Bella