a/n just a heads up Jacob is very mean if you do no want to see any one get hurt by Jacob's cause I pre warn you to stop reading NOW!
Edward's cool breath flowed through me automatically halting my most recent train of thought. He held my face in his hands his eye's smothering me. Making me see what he sees. "Bella" His honey sweet voice pure and devastatingly perfect "Promise me, you won't do anything thoughtless or irresponsible." His gaze shifted to my eyes, thrusting one possible answer one me 'yes'. God I wish I had that kind of talent. I glanced around my room for anything to focus on, but the battle had already been lost. "I'll try my best" I said sourly Edward released his grip on my face, cutting off the cold comfort of his fingertips. "Bella please, Carisle detected some hikers deaths all the same, but closer to forks." His face showed unmistakable frustration and pain. I wanted to touch his face, wipe away all doubt he had in me. Promise I'd do anything for him at any time. Promise I wouldn't do anything stupid. But I had to see Jacob, and according to Edward list of 'reckless and stupid things that Bella could do' Jacob was number 1. Last I'd heard from Charlie he'd been miserable. I owed him more than that, after all he did for me. He saved me. Brought me to life after I'd died, After Edward left. I flinched at the remembrance of those injurious months. "What are you thinking" Edwards velvet voice sinking me back into the dim lighted room glowing from a different kind of light. My own shooting star. He can't know "I'm thinking, of maybe… Once you leave, you'll see Victoria while you hunt" I fibbed lightly. I was getting good at the lieing thing but it still hurt that I couldn't tell him the truth. "Bella the only thing you have to worry about is your self" His tone rising, visibly infuriated. "Edward, I cant" I shot back equally angry. "I don't want you within a hundred miles of her" I flushed; embarrassed. I sounded like my mother. I stood there wondering if that would really happen, would Victoria try to attack the whole Cullen family on a hunting trip? Not likely but there was always a possibility… tears blurred my vision. One second I was standing, my position hunched over hiding my face in my hands. The next Edward had my in his lap on the edge of my bed holding me close to his stone chest. I froze holding the moment as long as possible, I let the tears flow. "Promise me" Edward said quietly. Suddenly the room was flooded with light from the head lights of Charlie's cruiser. Edward was on his feet in less than a second leaving me stranded on the bed. I heard the Charlie's foot steps slosh in the wet soil from the rain of the previous day shortly followed by the click of Charlie's key in the brass lock. "Be save Edward" My voice broke as I spoke the words, Edward stood glaring at me. His marble forehead creased with distrust and worry. Charlie called from down stairs "Bella" I could already hear him starting up the stairs. Ever since my little trip to 'Los Angles' (Aka: Italy, to save Edward) Charlie's trust with me as been lowered to maximum of none. Plus thanks to Jacob the tattle tale it'd been lowered into the negatives. Way to go Jacob! At least he'd said sorry. "Promise!" Edwards's voice strained, desperate. "Bella!" Charlie called and the door swung open. I flashed my head to the side towards were Edward was standing, but the spot was empty and the window was open. A cold wind blew through the window gently stirring my hair and tingling my skin. The breeze, I took as a warning from Edward. I suddenly felt empty. Gone two days on a hunting trip was enough to split me in half. Jacob was all I had as a savior. He was my safe port. But if he was still mad then this could either make me or break me. Charlie's stare dragged me down to earth. His eyes were wide and suspicious but he back stepped out of the door and back down the stairs leaving the door open. I sunk into my bed and curled hugging my knees. I'd managed to dodge Edward's constant request for a promise, tomorrow I was going to see Jacob.
A/n bad things happen when the wolf gets mad….. review