The Sand gets in the Way

By: kawaii-Cherimu130

I pick up the knife, but it is no use

Because as I try to jab it into my skin,

My sand shield will always win

I cannot cause any damage to myself

Because the sand gets in the way

No matter how many tears I cry,

No matter how many tears I spill,

No matter how many times I wish to die,

I know for a fact that it is against my will,

All because the sand gets in the way

Each and everyday it is the same thing

Over and over again

Thoughts of my father, the Kazekage, replay

In my head to no end

Other thoughts race through my mind,

As if it didn't matter, but the more

I think of these dreadful things, the more

Closer I am to getting madder

My heart's tore, my insanity is ripped in two

Shukaku, will my misory ever satisfie you?

It is all because of you that the sand

Is always getting in my way

And it is because of you, and the sand,

That these memories replay

I thought that Yashamaru cared for me,

But as I choke my tears down, they only

Ignite even more, because the truth is,

No one cares, and the fact that Shukaku's sand

Always gets in the way is enough to say,

"Leave me alone, before my memories replay, and please, please Shukaku,

Don't let your sand work today."

A/N: Hope that made sense. Also, please ignore the fact that Gaara is suicidel. You never know. It could happen...

Also, I dunno how to spell it, but the word mentioned up above, which by now I'm sure yaw can tell is spelled wrong, is sa-tis-fi. Once again, dunno how to spell it :p