Crashing Star

By: Payton Cullen

Preface

I don't know why it happens to me and I don't know how. But every time I lay my head down on my pillow I seem to think of bad things. I think about if Edward's going to be there when I wake up or if he will think I'm not as interesting since I am one of his kind now. I think somehow that the bad vampires will find me once again and this time they won't be as easy because they know I've been trained by one of the best…… I wonder now if I have chosen the right path……….. If becoming a vampire was just a mistake…… that I was meant to be the one blushing when Edward's finger tips brush up against my face…….. But it's too late now there's no turning back….

Money, Clothes, Money, Clothes……….

Bella

I can feel Edward's breath against my skin the second I stopped wondering. It felt so good…… to know once again that he was mind and no one else's. He knew I got distracted by it too because he did it more than necessary. As I turned back over he silenced my lips. I knew he wouldn't have to stop this time like he always had to do when I was human but you can't help but remember those times. I pulled away and gracefully hopped on my feet to check on Renesmee. Of course she was alright but you cant help but be a regular mother and check up on your young ones once in a while….I… it should've sent chills down my spine but of course not it only made me turn around and push him away. Renesmee started to stir so Edward quickly pulled away Renesmee had already seen enough of what Edward and I do when she isn't watching…….. Her eyes flew open and screamed "Oh my god mom cant you and dad go in your room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Edward quickly backed away and carried me into our room. "Edward this isn't time for that Alice will be here any second to come dress me as usual I said. "Bella, darling I just wont be able to resist you if Alice keeps on making you wear these outfits….." Said Edward with ending his sentence with a playful growl. "I can still here you guys!!!!" Screamed Renesmee. Then just on cue there's Alice in my closet picking out my clothes she picked out a white silk dress with elegant layers at the bottom and black stilettos. Then handed me a wad of cash. "Alice is there anything else in your life besides money and clothes?" I said. "Bella don't start with me your just jealous because I have a lot better fashion sense then you!' Alice said then threw in a hiss at the last second. "Oh, whatever Alice can't we fight another time we have to take Renesmee shopping today since you and Rose have taught her just to think about money and clothes, if you don't hide that money shell probably take them within seconds! I said. As if right on cue Renesmee bolted into the room towards the money. "Oh mom please can I have the money? You don't care for money anyways oh please mom!!!!" said Renesmee. "Alice you and Rosalie should be ashamed of yourselves! My poor sweet daughter has learned to be just like you!" I said. Then I quickly gave her a flick to show that I was playing. I loved Alice too much to ever hurt her feelings intentionally…….. "Bella, its time to go!!!!" said Rose. "I'm coming I'm coming!" I said. Then we walked out the door as fast as we could because almost everyone of us was looking forward to this shopping trip especially Alice and Renesmee.