You thought I was a bratty goth when we first met. Don't you remember that Ulrich? Give me that much satisfaction, if at all! After all, the time we spent together was wasted! I can't believe I fell for you….

"Who the hell are you? Get out of my sight you-you-GOTH!" he screamed at me.

I ran. I ran far away. I couldn't listen to this anymore. My eyes stung. The boy I liked for ages thought I – I was a- goth. He knew me better than anybody. I thought he would understand how I felt. There were so many signs that I liked him, but, he didn't like me back in the end……

That was a week ago. He tried to talk to me but, me being the stupidly headstrong person, I didn't listen. I got depressed and my friends tried to cheer me up, but failed miserably.

"Hey Yumi wanna go ice skating?" Odd asked.

"No thanks."

"Hey Yumi, wanna go to the movies?" Jeremie asked.

"No that's okay. Have fun with Aelita."

But that's as far as they went. They soon gave up.

"Hey Aelita? How much damage can a gun do?" I said while eyeing the shiny black pistol surrounded with oozing crimson blood from the cut I placed on it.

"A lot, obviously." She said nonchalantly. "Wait a minute why?" she whipped her head around. I hid my hand with the gun behind my back. I couldn't tell her my plan. She would tell him. The boy that would decide my fate. Whether I live or die. Whether I feel happy or sad.

"Wait Yumi," She glanced behind my back. "Is that a gun? And do I see blood? "

"I'll see you later Aelita." I said smiling sadly as I walked out of the dorm room.

"Yumi! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO DO!" I heard her scream as I was walking out. She'll probably tell the gang. I chuckled to myself softly. If I had just one kiss from him, I'd die happy. Thing is, he loves Sissi. I see them holding hands in the hall, kissing behind the gym where Jim can't see them, and all he ever talks about is Sissi! I thought he loved me! I saved his life countless times but he goes for her! How could he? How could he do this to me?

I walked up to the roof of the dorm it was deserted. As always. I walked over to the edge and dangled my feet over. I looked up at the sky. The night was so pretty. The stars glimmered so beautifully. It was as if it was made just for me. Suddenly it started to rain. I heard the door open softly.

"Yumi?" I heard a soft voice that was intoxicating call.

"What do you want?" I spat. Aelita probably sent him. She saw the gun and blood. She must have put two and two together. She was always to smart for her own good.

"I wanted to talk to you." He said as he walked towards me. "I love you Yumi."

"Right. Totally. Give me one good reason why I should believe you. You've spent so much time with Sissi, kissing her, doting on her, excluding me! Does that give you any right at all to tell me that you love me!" I said icily.

"Your right." he said. He appeared next to me. Sitting so close to me I could feel his breathing. "I have absolutely no right to tell you this. But---" he never finished that sentence…because he kissed me.

He pulled away slowly, very slowly. "I love you Yumi" when he said 'you' he poked me on the nose. The wall got very slippery by now because of the rain, so I slipped.

As I fell. I watched him, his face was covered in crystals because of the rain, and it pained me to look at his pained expression with his arm reaching towards me. I'll die happy.

Because of his one kiss.

A/N: I know, corny. But I'm listening to depressing music and I just had to write it. So do you like it? It's my first time writing a depressing one shot. How was it? No flames please. Before you go, please leave a review!