...
No matter what I do I'm always down deep inside.
I'm runnin' tryina find an exit,
but it feels like I'm blind.
I can't get through this shit,
all this fuckin madness,
that I've been hiddin'
through this fuckin' happiness.
I can't even, remember,
the last time you turned amber
When I said I loved you with a smile
Did you really feel it through all the denial?
I can't remember last time ya told me
with a smile on your face of how much you love me.
It kills me when we be on Skype,
No matter what I say, I always gotta type.
The stress
The stress
The pain
And through all the tears
Why can't you feel it?
The way I feel?
And even when I write this
I'm always tryin' to fight this
But nothing stays the same
Even when we go insane.
No matter what I do I'm...
No matter what I do I'm always down deep inside.
I'm runnin' tryina find an exit,
but it feels like I'm blind.
I can't get through this shit,
all this fuckin madness,
that I've been hiddin'
through this fuckin' happiness.
And even though I try day and night,
Nothing be helpin so I just fight.
Fightin through the tears,
Fightin through the years,
Fightin through the cryin,
Fightin through the dyin.
Why can't you feel it?
Feel the love I feel for you?
Do you really not feel it?
Is there somethin I can prove?
Would you be fine,
If I died?
Because right now,
I bet you're alive.
No matter what I do I'm always...
But maybe I should move on
Maybe I should prove wrong
Because right now all I see,
Is you and me,
Can't you see?
I feel you leavin me
No matter what I do I'm always down deep inside.
I'm runnin' tryina find an exit,
but it feels like I'm blind.
I can't get through this shit,
all this fuckin madness,
that I've been hiddin'
through this fuckin' happiness.
You are my lion,
And I was your wolf,
So I will keep it in my heart,
At least the part you haven't took
Even though I can't believe
That you would ever hurt me
This feelin inside of me
Is proof enough..
Maybe..
We were meant to be