Why am I writing this? Because Honda is slowly becoming one of my favorite characters, and there isn't enough fics on him. XP And none by me.
Also, I'm in the mood to write something angsty and about Honda, and I just know that if I don't, I won't be content for the rest of the night.
[Can be taken as HondaJonouchi and JonouchiXYugi if you want.]
Don't own Yu-Gi-Oh.
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I've never been one for the limelight. I don't mind not being the centre of attention, nor do I mind when people ignore me from time to time.
What bothers me, is when I'm ignored all the time. When I'm pushed into the shadows, and no one cares about me.
I know I shouldn't be jealous of Yugi. I know that. He's my friend and everything, and he deserves everything that he gets, because he's been through so much, and been bullied so often. Yes, I admit that I used to be one of his tormentors. Jonouchi and I were never that bad when we teased Yugi, but we weren't exactly angels.
We both thought that Yugi didn't have a backbone, and that we were doing him a favor. But when he stood up to Ushio, and took all the hits Jonouchi and I deserved while he had done nothing wrong, I – and Jonouchi – realized that he had more back bone than the both of us combined. Jonouchi and I promised each other, that from then on, we would become stronger. I don't mean physically stronger.
I am jealous of Yugi though. Jonouchi and I used to be so close, best buds until the end. But now he's got Yugi and no time for me. It hurts to know that I was so easily forgotten, despite the fact that I've been by his side for this long. Everything he's ever done, I've been there.
Yugi has Anzu with him, he doesn't need Jonouchi, too. Give Jonouchi back. We've been together since grade school...
Anzu. Another reason why Yugi is so much better than me. I'm a die hard romantic, but I 'fall in love with' too many girls. First there was Miho-chan, and now there's Shizuka-chan. Where as Yugi will be loyal until the very end.
I just want to have my best friend back. I just want to stray out of the shadows, at least for a while. I want to be acknowledged again by the person who I always counted on. I've saved his ass so many times, and he's done the same for me. I guess that maybe he doesn't need me any more.
No one needs me any more. No one needs someone like me, a side-kick of a side-kick. Not Jonouchi. Not Yugi or Anzu or Shizuka-chan or anyone else. Not my sister, not my parents, and defiantly not Johji.
Maybe I'll stray deeper into the shadows, until I find the bright neon lights of Tokyo. I can apply for the army, just like I've always wanted.
They don't need me anymore. I should just let them forget me. Let them let my memory fade away like a sun-bleached picture that's locked away in a drawer of a dusty old desk.
~~OWARI~~
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Wow, that was a lot different than what I expected XP.
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