Juvia's very graphic, intense and vivid dream Chapter 1: Juvia's Dream, a fairy tail fanfic

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail... If I did Juvia and Edo-Gray would have met and Sting + Rogue would be canon. *blush*

Juvia's very graphic, intense and vivid dream.

Juvia sat quietly on a tiny wooden stool in a small dark cabin. Her back was straight and hands were clasp together on her lap. She had been taught to sit this way. Her mother had told her that having the correct posture would catch any man's attention… she was the only one who had said that and boy was she wrong.

Gray-sama never looked at her he only had eyes for the slouchy blond pig who fawned over the idiotic Pinkett Natsu. Don't get her wrong Juvia didn't hate Lucy or Natsu, well maybe she envied Lucy a little bit since she was able to get her Gray-Sama's attention, she just wondered what people saw in the two of them.

Juvia released a deep sigh from her chest, Gray-Sama's interest in Lucy was one of the reasons she was sat on the wobbly stool in a fortune teller style tavern. Ritual animal masks lined the walls, staring down at her almost glaring. Juvia shivered suddenly feeling nervous.

"So what was it you wanted dear?" Juvia almost jumped at the croaky voice belonging to an elderly lady from behind her. Juvia waited for the owner of the voice to take a seat in front of her before replying.

"I want to live in my dreams for a while," she said with a sigh.

Gray had rejected her again today. Although she had been rejected countless of times by the said man today's rejection broke her heart.

Flashback – Yesterday evening

"Gray-sama Juvia-"

"Enough!" he yelled out in frustration. Juvia hadn't even gotten the chance to confess her already obvious love before Gray cut her off. His eyes were dull and dark as he frowned down at her.

The guild hall, where Juvia had chosen to confess to Gray, was silent as they all stop what they were doing to watch the scene between Juvia and Gray.

"But Gray-sama…" Juvia's voice trailed off when she received a death glare from Gray.

"I'm sick of this Juvia. You need to move on or else this cat and mouse game won't end" he sighed. Juvia's eyes followed Gray as she watched him move to stand in front of her.

"Give up"

"But-t" She didn't want to give up, she loved her Gray-sama, the Gray-sama who took away her rain. She couldn't move on and she wouldn't.

"I love lucy" he finally said

The confession hit her like a tonne of bricks. She could only stare wide-eyed at Gray who had a light blush coating his cheeks. She could feel her heart tear and rip into a thousand different pieces like the picture of Gray and Lucy she had once shredded.

"Gray-sama" she called his name with pleading eyes.

"Juvia" he started "I'm sorry Juvia, I can't return your feeling"

Flashback end

That's right he had openly confessed his love to Lucy. She already knew he loved her but hearing him finally come clean was too much for her to handle.

The elderly lady sent the bluenette a closed eye smile. The wrinkles around her mouth became more defined and her old tired eyes became narrow slits.

"Why's that my dear?" she questioned. The smile never left her face.

"Juvia can only be close to her love in her dreams"

The old lady nodded in understanding.

"How would you describe your dreams". Juvia blushed as she tried to think of the correct words to describe her fantasies.

"Graphic… and intense" she blushed. Her eyes at the clock on the wall as to not catch the eye of the old lady. 1 pm it read. She wondered if anyone noticed she was missing. The elderly lady raised an eyebrow.

"Graphic and intense" she repeated to herself. "Tell me Juvia do these dreams involve your love"

Juvia nodded her head as her blush deepened.

"Very well, enjoy"

Before Juvia could prepare herself for what was to come she was thrust into a dark oblivion.

Before long the dark oblivion was replaced with pale yellow walls and a sky blue carpet. A green love seat began to materialise closely followed by a light blue princess bed.

Juvia's eyes widened, she recognised this place as her room, the set for many of her fantasies. A frown spread on Juvia's lips as she glanced around the room. Her grey merchandise was nowhere to be seen, her beloved grey plushies, body pillows, cut outs and teddies. Her lips pursed into a thin line and her eyebrows furrowed in confusion as she walked around the room searching for her beloved Grays.

"Why worry about the fakes when you have the real one"

Juvia's eyes widened as she spun on her heel. Standing in front of her, was her Gray-sama, topless. He had cheeky smirk planted on his face and his onyx eyes held a hint of mischief.

"Gray-sama?" she questioned. She was confused. Why was her Gray-sama standing half naked in her room?

She almost laughed at her stupidity when she remembered this was her dream world, her fantasies.

"Juvia… Juvia I." Juvia flung herself into the arms of her beloved Gray-Sama unable to resist him.

"Gray-sama I love you too," She said as she wrapped her arms around him in a hug. Juvia breathed in the unique metallic scent of his skin, a scent she had never smelt from him before.

Well, it was a dream created by the old lady, not everything could be perfect.

She sighed in happiness as she felt strong arms snake around her waist.

Juvia shivered when she felt the breath of her beloved tickle her neck.

Leaning away slightly Juvia tilted her head up so that she could gaze into the eyes of the man in front of her. She felt safe and secure in his arms. She felt warm and complete wrapped up in his arms. Juvia slowly moved her arms up so that they were wrapped around his neck. The arms wrapped around her waist tightened, pulling her closer to Gray.

"Gray-sama"

His lips softly pressing against her made her forget what she was going to say. They were soft and plump, not what she'd expected. She stood unmovingly for a few seconds trying to process what was happening before returning the kiss.

Their lips moved in unison, they were in sync, just like when they had performed the unison raid. It was perfect, better than anything she'd ever imagined. The kiss only lasted for a few seconds but to Juvia it felt like a lifetime.

"Juvia I love you" Gray confessed once they broke apart. Juvia could feel her heart perform backflips as the words repeated in her head like a broken record, over and over again.

"Juvia I love you"

"Juvia I want you"

"Juvia I want to kill you"

Suddenly Juvia's bedroom drained in colour so that it was now a mixture of greys.

"Juvia I want to kill you!" This time the line was accompanied by an insane laughter.

"Juvia I want to kill you!" Juvia tried to tug away from her beloved Gray but his grip was too tight.

"Juvia I want to kill you!" An intense pain emitted from Juvia's stomach as a hand encased in ice forced it's way through the thin layers of skin tissue and through the thick pink muscle which protected her organs. A low squishy sound like someone stepping in thick mud could be heard as the hand twist and turned inside of her.

"G-Gray-sama?" Juvia stuttered out. Blood pooled out her mouth like a never ending waterfall of red wine.

"I missed" The water mage's eyes doubled in size as the hand was ripped out her stomach. Blood splattered everywhere as the hand was once again thrust into her abdomen however unlike before this hand grabbed onto something… her spine.

Juvia looked up at her Gray-sama's eyes, begging and pleading him not to do what she thought he was about to do. In return, she was sent a smirk, a dark smirk one reserved for the cruellest people hidden away in the depths of hell.

She felt it.

Even if it was just for a split second she felt the excruciating pain of her spine disconnecting with her skull and ripping through her rib cage. In fact excruciating was an understatement.

She felt her lungs burst open and abdominal wall tear in two as the hand pulled and tugged at her delicate spine. She watch in horror as her entrails poured out, following her spine in a tangled mess.

She felt nothing after that split second.

She saw nothing but darkness.

Juvia shut up like a bullet, she was covered in a thick sticky layer of sweat and was panting heavily. She glanced around her surroundings, she was in her room, on her bed surrounded by Gray merchandise. Juvia released a sigh of release, it was just a nightmare. Juvia stole a look at her bedside clock.

3:27 am.

'Would she be able to get any more sleep?' she thought to herself

Deciding that she wouldn't Juvia heaved herself out of bed so that she was now standing up. Her legs trembled under her, the nightmare had exhausted her more than she had thought. She had asked the lady for an intense graphic dream of her and her love not a graphic, intense dream of her and her...

Juvia silently cursed the elderly lady, how could she possibly misunderstand what she wanted. The word 'love should have been a dead giveaway'

Juvia's hand travelled to her partially exposed stomach, there was no hole and no cut, instead, there were two scars, two rough, jagged scars.

Juvia's skin paled as all the colour suddenly disappeared. She stood frozen. It wasn't a dream, she had proof she was damaged, what had happened was reality She stood still, trying to process what was going on. She was so caught up in her thoughts that she didn't notice when her bedroom door burst open or when her Gray-sama walked up behind her.

"Juvia, " he said her name in a husky tone.

Juvia's breath suddenly hitched.

"Gray-sama?"

"It's time for our nightly games"

That night Juvia's screams of agony echoed throughout the apartment.

Juvia sat strapped to a chair, her hands were cuffed behind her back, her feet tied with rope to the chair legs.

She was still in her room, but it no longer felt like home. It felt like hell.

Juvia's swollen black eyes followed her torturer as he slowly made his way towards her. In his pale hand, a bloodstained knife shook violently.