Author: Hey people. This is one of the many Naruto stories I thought of, and I just had to post it first. I hope you all enjoy. Sorry for any spelling errors
Warnings: Hey if you don't like yaoi, heart breaking moments, juicy lemons, OOC-ness, and a super uke Naruto… I think you may want to leave, or stay if you want to be converted to the dark, but oh-so-delicious, side of YAOI!!!
Summary: Yaoi After a devastating divorce Naruto's heart is in dire need of a healing for the sake of he and his child. He never new that the one to heal it has wounds as well. MPreg ItaNaru
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
Beta: Adela Nightmoon
Ages:
Naruto and the rest of his friends: 24
Naruto's son Itoshigo: 3 and a half
Iruka, Kakashi: 33
Itachi and the rest of Atasuki: 26
"talking"
"thinking"
Ouykuu
It was a beautiful morning in Japan; the birds were singing with delight, the Sun was shining down upon the Earth, illuminating it with its warmth, making all the citizens merry.
However it seemed as though all the joy was excluded from one lonely household.
It was the estate of a powerful man whose glares crushed almighty mountains, and caused even the warmest of atmospheres to be surrounded by his cold, empty demeanor.
It was the house (not home) of Suna Corp's. owner, Gaara Sabaku, and his wife Naruto Sabaku... the household was like a cage being controlled by a master.
There was no time for love.
No use for emotions.
The young wife sighed, sentiment's weighing down heavily on his heart. It never used to be like this. There was once love, passion, the yearning to be within each other's arms to exchange intimate secrets and breath taking kisses.
"How…How did we come to this?" Naruto thought as he took a delicate hand and swept a lock of crimson hair from the pale forehead.
Naruto had met his love in elementary school. The instant they locked eyes Naruto was drawn in. They were so empty, and hollow… like how his once was.
It was a mirror image.
It took Naruto a while, but after many attempts, mostly embarrassing, he finally cracked the hard shell of the youngest Sabaku and they finally became friends. From then on the bond between the two deepened to such an extent that, they had never even asked each other out to confirm their relationship.
When Gaara had asked him to bear his last name for the rest of his life, Naruto could do nothing but nod, only causing his tears of joy to cascade faster down his cheeks.
Once they had married during colleage, Gaara was promoted to be the CEOowner of his father's company, having enough education and credits to take over the business.
It was beginning of the slow agonizing end, to their once happy beginning.
Gaara had become consumed in his work, coming home at the latest hours of the night. He no longer would touch Naruto like he used to, hisall fervent passion was replaced with robotic movements. At times heit became so violent that Naruto would bleed, and cry with every step he took.
But the violence didn't stop there. The person Naruto loved deeply with all his heart, and every fiber of his soul had beaten him.
Verbally.
Emotionally.
Physically.
XxFlashbackxX
Naruto looked at the wall again, it was almost 5 a.m. and Gaara still hads yet to show.
"Honestly he doesn't he even care anymore," the blond whined. He waited all morning in the room, waiting for his husband's return; until finally he came back home at 6 a.m.
"Gaara," Naruto trailed," where were you? I was worried sick."
Gaara simply put his brief case down, and didn't respond to his uke. He took out his laptop, and instantly began to type away his proposal.
Gaara didn't see the pained look that crossed his wife's face, ignoring the fact that he had been doing the same routine for 5 days nonstop. It was not good for his health, so Naruto, being the concerned wife he was, asked Gaara if he would like anything..
Naruto piped up when he saw Gaara turn his chair around, with his eyes closed thinking he was going to come to bed.
"Naruto shut up," his cold voice finally said.
But Naruto would take no more lonely nights, or fall asleep to the sound of typing. Being bold, Naruto took his hand and closed the laptop with a soft click.
"Gaara, I'm asking you so kindly so. Please. Come. To. Bed."
Gaara turned to face Naruto, his jade eyes were set aflame, and in a blind fit of rage he grabbed Naruto by his arms and pinned him to the wall.
"What," Gaara ground out, "must I do to shut you up? All I ever want is some piece and quitet, but I can't get that when you vex me to no end."
To say the blond was in shock would be a complete understatement. Gaara had changed stoo much.
"Gaara please let go," Naruto said shakily, feeling the strong pale hands grip his delicate arms tighter. His face was twisted in pain, knowing that there were going to be dark bruises due to the cruel amounts of pressure.
Gaara looked into his wife's big cerulean eyes seeing the fear in the depths of his vast oOceans. He got a sick, gut- twisting pleasure from causing the terror so evident in the smaller man.
"Gaara ongegai…."
"AIs all you're good for is begging," Gaara growled raising his hand high into the air. A burning sensation ran through Naruto's body as he caressed his left cheek in shock.
The blond fell onto the floor, frantically trying to get away from his attacker. He had changed so much, Gaara used to be so kind. He wouldn't even hurt a fly…..
How had they come to this?
Xx End of Flashback xX
But Naruto refused to give up.
He tried everything he could to make Gaara satisfied.
His golden hair was no longer in its feathered spiky array, but it had long grown past his waist, falling in a golden waterfall down his backodyody. He kept his softly tanned skin to a perfect hue, trying not mar his skin with any marks that he received from Gaara; that was besides his two birth marks that was., Tthe more noticeable of the two would rest on his face. It was 6 whisker-like marks scarring each cheek. Each week he worked out to keep his lithe body in shape, in hopes that his small figure would keep his husband satisfied. But most importantly what he could never change, even if he wanted to, were his eyes.
They never became dull, always staying the exotic shade of a summer skiesyies, but instead of them being big and innocent they had shaped more changed into more of a feline like manner- shapedno, more along the lines of a fox.
It seemsed to improve their relationship some what, but you can't put a band-aid on a giant gash. Their relationship was in imperative need of a miracle.
Then their miracleSo it came to them within the birth of their currently 3 5 and a half year old child, Itoshigo Uzumaki Sabaku. At first they were astounded that Naruto could bear children, pestering the doctor with so many questions. Tsunade, their doctor, had told them it was a very rare condition to have and that it was a blessing, yet a also a curse.
During the horrid long nine months of pregnancy Naruto had been even more isolated from the world.
Gaara kept him inside the house, monitoring his outside hours. If he were to extend over his limit… there was hell to pay. But being the submissive wife he was, Naruto had always made up excuses stating that it was for the best and that Gaara was only looking out for the safety of him and the life forming within him. Repetitiously, Hhis friends had repeatedly warned him that it would cause great harm to his child, but instead he chose to ignore their warnings calls of help.
It had been so long since he had secene his companions.
Naruto had missed a lot of his friends dearly -, it was only every once in a while he was let out of his cage to go see his friends.
"Ito," Naruto said gently shaking the small bundle hidden beneath a pile of covers, "it's time to wake up. Ito., Ito?"
Naruto smiled as he saw unruly dark crimson locks peek through.
"5 more minutes Okaa-san," Itoshigo replied tiredly. Naruto smiled slightly at how stubborn his child was, he could be as stubborn as a mule.
"Oh I guess that I won't have my favorite helper today in the kitchen then… such a shame, I was hoping you would help me with making dessert too," the blond teased his little one. The smiling blond nearly fell over laughing as Itoshigo shot up, his deep blue eyes looking at him cutely.
"No Okaa-san, I wanna help you! Pwease," Itoshigo begged. He loved to help his mother cook in the kitchen; he always liked helping his Okaa-san. However Gaara was still was scary to him.
"Well ohayou to you also Ito. Come on," the blondhe sang as he grabbed the small pale hand.
Naruto watched as the red bundle of energy jumped all around the place, humming a cute tune.
"So Ito tell me, have you told you Otousan about your award?"
Itoshigo looked at his mother, the mention of his father saddening the atmosphere greatly. He cast his eyes away from his mother, son knowing that the scolding would soon follow with a lecture.
"Not yet Okaa-san… but I'm twrrywing to-"
"Itoshigo," Naruto said, his tone becoming more serious, "what did I tell you about procrastinating?"
Naruto looked at his son watching as his big puppy dog eyes refused to meet his almost identical stare.
"But Gaarwa scares me Okaa-san," Itoshigo whispered. It hurt Naruto so much that both Gaara and Itoshigo did not have a good relationship. He sighed softly, but gave the red head a reassuring smile.
"Well I suppose your Otousan is busy, but hey, let's get cooking! Deal?"
Naruto did his own puppy eyes on his son- after all he was the one who taught his son the technique.
"Deal!" Ito chimed happily earning a warm glances. Some of the hired help looked at the two and smiled.
They were an enigma.
XxXx
"Such a lovely house you have Gaara-sama. I would just love to see the rest of it," said an unknown voice, one much too deep to be a woman's.
"You may just have an opportunity today," replied a deep sensual voice, all traces of lacklackluster gone.
Naruto raised an elegantly cut eyebrow, and with his son on his back, he finally made an entrance on the two laughing duo.
"Okaa-san who's thdat?" Itoshigo spoke up, pointing to the stranger that was sitting close to his Okaa-san's husband.
"Ohayou koi, how are you this morning," Naruto inquired towards his husband. The mother watched as his eyes turned cold once more before an irritated growl escaped from the elder redhead's throat.
"I was doing very well until your son," stab "had intervened into our conversation."
Gaara's eyes never acknowledgeddismissed Itoshigo, as the younger redhead came down from his mother's back,. nNot daring to make eye contactcontact with his father.
Gaara turned back towards the brunette he was talking to earlier, his jade eyes regaining a sparkle that Naruto had not seen in a long time. Itoshigo looked at his mother, and squeezed his hand with that of his smaller ones.
'No Okaa-san, don't be sad. Ito will make you happy again!'" Ito thought as he nodded his head vigorously.
"Okaa-san you said we couwld make brea…breakbrea… break… That we could make food this morning," Itoshigo declared attempting to make his mother's sadness go away.
"Oh I'm sorry Ito, let's go," Naruto began to walk away but he stopped and turned back around to the two men that were chatting again.
"I'm sorry to interrupt but… would you like something to eat…?"
"Neji," the stranger, now identified as Neji, said.
"Well would you like something to eat? I mean I'm not a bad cook…"
"Yeah! Okaa-san is the best!"
Naruto scolded Itoshigo, and blushed furiously at the praise.
"Well Naru-chan. May I call you that?" Naruto nodded, once again finding a blush creeping to his cheeks. "I would love to. That is if Gaara doesn't mind."
Neji's pale lavender eyes met Gaara's jade for a brief moment before Gaara simply nodded his head.
Naruto exchanged smiles with Neji, and left the room with his and Gaara's son.
Naruto took once last glance at the couple, and felt his heart crumble as he watched his husband smile, and gently take Neji's hand, leading him to another room.
'Gaara, am I that horrid to you?'
Naruto broke out of his mindscape as he felt his hair being gently pulled up into a pony-tail.
"Itoshigo," Naruto said lowly, trying to keep the deep pain residing in his heart from surfacing.
Itoshigo blinked at him a couple of times, wondering wheather or not if he was in trouble. His mother took him in his arms and embraced the toddler tightly- never wanting to let go.
"Remember I always love you no matter what happens to this family. Even though you don't have that bond with your Otousan, I still want you to know that I love you."
"Okaa-san…" Itoshigo said weakly. Naruto let go of him, and smiled at his son. The beautiful light, so pure and innocent- not having to worry about anything. Itoshigo was his everything, without him Naruto would have nothing to hold onto.
As Naruto and Itoshigo cooked, the mood had become brightened, but deep within one of their hearts, everything was falling apart.
XxXx
Weeks had passed by since that incident, and Naruto found Itoshigo and Neji talking and playing with one another. Though Naruto was sad to admit this, Itoshigo had told him he did not like Neji very much. Of course Naruto had ignored the comment, and told his son that it was not right to say that about people.
"Ito go inside the house and get your coat okay. It's getting chilly and I don't want you to get sick okay?"
Itoshigo pecked his mom on the cheek before he took off running into the mansion.
"Itoshigo I told you not to run up the stairs." The blond heaved angrily. You think 9 hours of intense labor would at least get him some respect. As he climbed the stairs Naruto, something in the back of his mind told him Itoshigo was playing games with him.
"Gosh that brat…" he trailed off. Finally Naruto stopped at his room and slowly he twisted the door knob and peaked his head through, the doorway,l looking around his empty room.
"BOO!"
"Gha!" Naruto cried, and without an ounce of grace he fell on the floor.
"Ha ha Okaa-san you shoulwd have seenaw your face!" Itoshigo found himself on the floor laughing as his mother playfully glared at him.
"Ito how many times have I told you not to scare me like that?"
Itoshigo quickly hugged his Okaa-san, in a cute manner.
"Sowrwy Okaa-san. Ito didn't mean to," he apologized. Naruto just kissed his mop of hair, and smiled brightly.
"Ito where's your coat? Come on, I told you to go get it," Itoshigo smiled nervously as began to twiddle his index fingers together.
"Um… I down't know… I was hoping Okaa-san would find it," Naruto sighed heavily at his nervous son, but nonetheless complied with his wishes.
"Okay but you stay here. And don't leave 'till' I tell you okay," Naruto ordered.
"Yeah it will be lwike a big game," he wailed happily, throwing his arms in the air.
Naruto nodded his head and ran his hands through the crimson strands, making Itoshigo giggle.
"I'll be right back," Naruto reminded his child with one last playful look before he left the room. The blond went to Itoshigo's room and was about to quickly open the door and retrieve the coat until he heard two voices that he knew all too well.
"Gaara and Neji?" Naruto thought in disbelief
"Gaara," Neji whined "when are you going to leave Naruto and that child of yours? I miss you," he purred seductively. Naruto watched through the small opening in dismay as Gaara pulled Neji closer to his body.
The betrayal had hurt, it had cut his heart so deeply. This pain- this low dull achepain was one that not even Naruto would wish on the worst of his enemies. It caused so many years worth of subdued tears, and silent cries to escape his throat.
"Silence koi speak no longer, let my hands guide you to the answer…" Naruto couldn't stand it any longer, those words were once used on him- those hands once caressedscaded on his skin at a point in time. Those same lips were one his ownne during aon period in time, now it seemed that someone else had won his rights.
Naruto quickly ran back into the master bed room where his son was humming softly.
"Okaa-san, why are you crying?" Itoshigo asked worriedly. His mother was pacing back and forth in his room and he seemed not to be in reality.
He saw his mother quickly look around room and pulled out a set of suitcases, his actionsnerves so frantic he could barely open the zipper.
"Itoshigo get all your clothes fromin your dresser that's next to mine," Naruto commanded, his voice out of breath as he just threw just about anything inside the luggage.
"Okaa-san…" Itoshigo asked as he felt his own tears begin to sting his eyes. His Okaa-san's heart was hurting so much, it made him that unhappy. Okaa-san always said a happy heart is a healthy heart.
"Itoshigo do as I say!" Naruto yelledabsent mindedly yelled throwing all his son's clothes in another brief case. Naruto took deep calming breaths to calm his nerves and turned around, looking at his retreating son that was chocking on sobs.
He hadn't meant to yell at his son like that. Naruto opened his arms and softened his eyes immediately and saw his son come into his arms embracing him with all his small might.
"Ito I'm so sorry for that. I just…. Please Ito, do as I say right now."
Naruto felt his son wipe his tears away and smile affirmatively.
Naruto zipped up all the bags and gave Itoshigo the lightest to carry. Quietly Naruto reached into his oak box and pulled out all the money that was kept every single amount of money inside (which was a lot I'll say), took the keys and slowly began to creep out of the house, making sure neither Gaara nor Neji saw his escape.
Naruto took all the bags and threw them all into the luxury SUV, and strapped his son inside hise car seat.
As fast and swiftly as Naruto could he drove out of the estate, never looking back at that damn prison he lived in for years.
"Okaa-san," Itoshigo started hesitantly "where are we going? Are we coming back to the house?"
Naruto sighed and he took a moment to pause at the red light.
"No Itoshigo… we're not going back to that cage."
Without so much as another word the unnerved blond pulled out his phone and dialed the numbers.
"Hello," a sweet motherly voice spoke from the other line.
"Iruka, I need your help really bad," he croaked trying not to let his tears escape anymore.
"Just come over Naruto. My home is always open for you and Itoshigo," the man on the other end said reassuringly.
"Thank you," Naruto breathed as he let out a sigh that he was involuntarily was holding in.
"Itoshigo I hope you can cope with this. You may never see your Otousan anytime soon."
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed my story because I enjoyed writting it. I take all types of critism. Even flames... I don' care. But i'm also sorry that Itachi was not introduced. He will be in the next chapter. This is the prolouge kind/ 1st chapter.
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