Prologue:
"So…..what? I just talk into the camera, then? That's it? Uh, okay….I'm supposed to be doing a 'video diary' for my therapist…..Jesus…this is so fucking stupid….
"…Uh…I never really found the appeal in living life normally. I couldn't see why people would want to be stuck in an office all day or in a classroom when they didn't need to be. Why would someone stay in just one place when there was an entire world out there that people haven't seen?
"My name is Dean. I'm twenty-two and I have my degree in music. I'm not a teacher, in fact, I'm unemployed. And that's the way I like it for now. I'm on my way…well, anywhere. Just anywhere besides Lawrence. I guess I'll just follow the music, right?
"Damn, well, that sounded cheesy. But I guess it's the only way I can really describe it. I've never really had any interest in anything besides music. I can't stand suits or any of that boring shit that usually comes with life. All I need is my guitar and I'm set. Just me and my guitar, man.
"I don't know what else to say….well, right now I'm currently Kentucky. I don't think I'll stay. Just hit a few bars and leave, try to find something else. Nothing is for certain, except for the fact that I'm gonna make it big.
"Yeah, I know, it sounds like something a prissy teenage girl would say, but whatever. Music is my life and if I can't live with it, then what else do I have?
"….I guess that's it. Damnit, I feel so stupid right now. I hope you're happy, Ellen."