Future
What future
What dream
There's nothing like that for me
I'm no better than trash
This simply fact is killing me inwardly
If I cry help me will someone give me his hand ?
I'm drawing in my own misery
So pathetic
I wanna kick my ass
For being such a wretched human
I hate to admit
I'm simply coward
The laughable part of this shit is
I can't change it
No matter how hard I try
There are so many obstacles
To many things I'm afraid of
Nowhere to hide
I just want to disappear