By Cubbieangel and Blueangel
prologue
A passenger jet took off from the runway, soaring into the bright blue sky on its way to another holiday destination. Bright sunshine reflected off the windows of the aircraft, beating unmercilessly down on the passengers hurrying to check in on time. The parking lot was crowded, the occasional sound of a car horn showing the stress of the travelers.
Off to one side of the airport building, Monica sat on a brick wall, her bare feet dangling downwards, a white cotton hat sitting on her head, complementing the flower-patterned summer dress she wore. She tilted her head to one side, frowning as she watched the crowds of people hurrying inside the airport, and the cars constantly arriving and departing from the parking lot. "I thought holidays were supposed to be fun for humans?"
Beside her, Tess stood in front of the wall, watching the scene in front of her. "Well, they're supposed to be. But humans get so worried about arriving on time, and making sure they've remembered everything, and that they've locked their house up, and that they've remembered to ask their neighbor to feed the cat..." She shook her head. "It's a wonder they don't need another vacation just to get over the stress of the first one."
Monica smiled slightly. "Well, it's a nice day to go flying."
The older angel frowned. "To fly. It's a nice day to fly," she emphasized the phrase in the hope that the younger angel would pay attention. "Although, it's too hot for me, I don't know how humans can function in this kind of heat." Tess flapped the collar of her bright orange blouse, emphasizing how hot she was feeling.
"But I thought you liked the heat, Tess? You're always saying you don't like the cold."
Tess turned to look at her the young Irish angel. "I don't like it too cold, and I don't like it too hot. I like an even temperature."
Chuckling, Monica nodded toward the airport building. "So is my assignment here, Tess? Here in... Where are we again?"
Rolling her eyes, Tess sighed half-seriously. "Miami, Miss Wings. And, no, your assignment isn't in there."
A moment later the two angels were standing at the other side of the airport, next to one of the runways, but still invisible to any humans. Tess pointed to one of the airplanes sitting outside a departure gate. "Your assignment is in there, Angel Girl."
Monica looked at the airplane somewhat skeptically. "In there?" She turned puzzled brown eyes to the older angel, who nodded.
"That's right. You're going to fly, Angel Girl."
Monica sat in the departure lounge, now wearing a small sweater over her dress, and sandals on her feet. A small suitcase sat on the floor at her feet and she had a plane ticket in her hand, which she stared at intently, frowning. Beside her, Tess sat and watched her for a moment. "You gonna stare at that ticket all day, Miss Wings?"
Finally Monica looked up to meet her supervisor's gaze. "Do I really have to get on that plane, Tess? Can't I meet my assignment after the plane lands?"
Tess shook her head, sighing impatiently. "Didn't you hear what I said, Miss Wings? Your assignment is on that plane, so you must get on that plane too. Do you understand?"
The young caseworker nodded. "Yes." She looked down at the plane ticket again. "So... what happens when I get to Bogota... where is that, Tess?"
"It's in Columbia, Miss Wings. South America."
Monica nodded. "Oh..."
Tess was silent for a moment before she spoke again, and her eyes took on a slightly saddened look, although Monica didn't seem to notice. "You don't need to know what happens when you get there, baby. Now, I know I haven't given you much information about this assignment, but all you need to do for now is to get on that plane. You'll know what to do when the time is right. This time, I can't tell you who your assignment is, but you'll know when you need to. This is a small plane, Angel Girl, there are only about twelve passengers on it. And you're on your own for this one."
As Tess finished speaking, an announcement came over the loud speaker to announce that boarding was about to commence for the flight to Bogota. Tess got to her feet, as did Monica, and the older angel watched her young charge for a moment before embracing her in a hug. When she pulled back, she looked at the young Irish angel carefully. "You be careful, baby, and remember, no matter what happens on this assignment, the Father is with you. Will you remember that?"
Monica nodded, frowning slightly. She looked as if she might ask a question, but then she must have changed her mind for her reply was simple. "Okay, Tess."
Tess nodded toward the small queue of passengers waiting to go through the departure gate. "You'd better go, baby."
The younger angel nodded. "Bye, Tess." She hesitated for just a moment, as if reluctant to leave, but finally joined the queue of passengers.
Tess watched her go with a sad and slightly worried look on her face, not taking her gaze away until Monica was through the departure gate and out of sight. "This is going to be a hard one, Angel Boy." She turned to Andrew, who now stood beside her, also looking in the direction of the departure gate. He also looked solemn.
"I know, Tess." He put an arm around the older angel's shoulders. "And, I wish there was some other way, but..." He shook his head slightly. "Humans don't always make these assignments easy."
The oldest angel nodded, frowning, her expression still showing worry. "I just hope our Angel Girl can get through this one alright."
Andrew nodded and after a moment the two angels turned and walked away.
Chapter One
Monica sat on the plane her worries threatening to overwhelm her. She was staring at the plane wondering how wee nuts and bolts could hold together such a large piece of technology. She worried too if the pilots were skilled enough to fly the plane and God forbid something should happen would the pilot be able to get everyone on board to safety?
She stared out the window and swallowed hard at the sight of the water underneath her. After all her trials with water she should be okay with it now but she wasn't. Instead she felt anxious.
She closed her eyes for a moment as a wave of anxiety made her feel almost dizzy. She lay back against the seat and tried to calm herself but instead of thinking about Tess's lovely singing voice or Andrew's handsome face all she could think about was each and every little screw and bolt coming loose from that plane. She thought of the plane breaking apart right there in the middle of the sky over ten thousand feet up.
She thought of the sickening thud of her and the other passengers as they hit the water and her eyes opened and took wild flight around the plane...
She began to breathe a little easier as she saw that what she had been thinking about and what was actually happening were two different things.
Thankfully the plane was in one piece, thankfully the passengers were all around her chattering to each other and laughing occasionally.
Ok Monica thought what just happened here why did I get so worried? Sure I have been worried about an assignment before but this is not the usual for me, so what's going on?
She turned for some unknown reason and casualy observed the woman next to her. She was gripping the arm rests of her chair and staring straight ahead holding onto that chair as though for dear life.
Monica felt a surge of relief as she thought that perhaps this woman might be her assignment and perhaps that awful anxiety was so she could identify with her.
The woman noticed that she was being observed and smiled a little...
"I'm okay this is my first time flying..." She said softly.
Monica patted her hand.
"I think I understand. We'll be okay." She said reassuringly and even though she still felt a twinge of the earlier anxiety she understood that they were not alone. "You and I we are both in very good hands..."
They looked at each other and smiled and Monica thought maybe this assignment wouldn't be so bad after all...But then she couldn't know how wrong she was especially when the plane began to shake and the pilot came on muttering something about turbulence and that's when Monica began to worry all over again...
Chapter Two
thought Monica, grimacing as the plane shook sickeningly for what seemed like the hundredth time. Since the pilot's warning a half hour before, the passengers had all been told to put on their seat belts, which Monica had done gladly, even though she doubted that a small piece of strapping and a buckle would really do much good.
Daring to glance toward the window she looked out though half-closed eyes, seeing the clouds below, like a mass of cotton-wool stretching out as far as she could see, the plane's shadow traveling eerily across the whiteness.
And then she closed her eyes again, as another jolt of turbulence shook the aircraft. Taking the opportunity to have a talk with the Father, Monica sent up a silent prayer.
After a moment, when the plane finally seemed to steady, the young Irish angel opened her eyes and looked around her, her gaze falling once more on the woman sitting beside her, whose hands still gripped the arms of her seat as if her life depended on it. And perhaps it did, Monica thought. Catching the woman's eye once more, the angel decided it couldn't do any harm to introduce herself. Perhaps talking to someone would even help take away some of the anxiety. "My name is Monica." She even managed a small smile.
The woman nodded, also smiling albeit briefly. "Jennifer." She hesitated a moment. "This is some way to start flying, huh?"
Monica nodded. "It's terrible, I just don't know how this plane can stay in the air, I-I mean..." The young angel's voice trailed off when she saw Jennifer's face go from a normal pink color, to pure white. "Oh! I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean..."
Jennifer shook her head. "It's okay. I've been thinking the same thing ever since this hunk of metal left the ground. I think that was a miracle in itself. Is this your first time in a plane too?"
Nodding, the young angel stole another glance toward the window before turning back to her companion. "I don't know why I had to take this trip, but here I am."
Jennifer gave Monica a strange look, probably wondering what Monica was doing on the plane, but she declined to comment on that. "Well... at least the turbulence has stopped..." The woman looked quickly around the plane, unable to hide her annoyance at the fact that most of the passengers looked completely unaffected by the past few minutes incident. She sighed, turning back to Monica. "Let's hope the rest of the flight is a bit better. I'll just be glad to get my feet back on solid ground again."
Monica smiled. "Me too. I think..." But her words were cut off abruptly when suddenly the plane lurched to one side, the lights in the cabin flickering on and off for a few brief, frightening moments before finally coming back on again. This time, the other passengers were definitely affected - screams and muffled, panicked whispers could be heard all around.
Clutching her hand to her chest, Monica willed her breathing to slow down, closing her eyes briefly. "Dear Father, please..." she whispered quietly. Opening her eyes she turned to Jennifer, who was pale as a sheet once again. "Are you okay, Jennifer?"
The woman shook her head. "No.. What was that?"
As if in answer to her question, the pilot's voice suddenly came over the loudspeaker, announcing that there was some trouble but it was nothing for the passengers to worry about so would they please remain calm and stay in their seats.
thought Monica wryly.
Jennifer opened her mouth to say something else to Monica, when suddenly the ever-present noise of the engines increased in intensity, quickly changing to a noise so deafening that the people on the plane could barely hear themselves think. And then without warning, the plane lurched once more to the left, the engines sounding louder and louder as the cabin lights flickered again... and then went out completely. Screams and the sounds of luggage falling from the overhead compartments only added to the terrible atmosphere.
As Monica and Jennifer each clutched the arms of their seats, Monica sent up frantic prayer after prayer for help. Her prayers ended when the plane lurched so far forwards that she, along with all the other passengers, was thrown forwards violently, only the seat belts saving them from being tossed from their seats completely.
In the cockpit of the plane, as the pilot and co-pilot tried desperately to regain control of the plane after losing power in one of the engines, unknown to them an angel appeared beside them, his face solemn, his eyes filled with fear and pain.
Andrew knew what was going to happen, and he prayed just as hard as Monica.
Chapter Three
Monica and Jennifer clasped hands. Monica closed her eyes and began to pray. She didn't realize it but her prayers were being heard not just by the Father but by others that desperately needed to hear as well.
"Dear Father, You have told me many times not to be afraid but I can't help it right now. Things are scary and everyone here is afraid. Please be with us please protect us and help us to trust you Lord. We need you more than ever Father..." Then she opened her eyes to see that Jennifer was staring at her mouth agape.
"How can you pray at a time like this?" She said almost angrily.
Monica was stunned. This was the perfect time to pray didn't she know this?
"I can't believe you are even asking me that question, Jennifer we are in the middle of crashing into the ocean. What do you suggest I do wait until its to late to pray?" She asked as the plane shuddered and felt like at that very moment it was going to come apart and them along with it.
"God has abandoned us. We're going to die Monica!" Jennifer screamed terror clear in her voice. Her hair was wild her eyes were wide and she clung to Monica even as the shuddering grew worse and the pilot came on saying something about staying calm and brace for impact.
"God has not abandoned us. I'm an angel Jennifer." Monica said as calm filled her being.
Light filled the darkened plane and settled on Monica.
Babies stopped crying, mothers stopped wailing, and the men just stared in utter disbelief.
"Don't be afraid. No matter what happens God is with us." She said and gripped Jennifer's hand almost to the point of cutting off circulation.
There were uttered prayers as the plane shook so violently that everyone on board was sure it was their last moment.
A sweet singing filled the plane. Monica recognized it as Tess's voice.
She hugged Jennifer close as the plane started dropping at an alarming rate.
Screams filled the air and roaring flames broke loose from the cockpit...
"Dear God" Jennifer prayed, "Please help us please..."
Chapter Four
The clear blue sky and calm waters stretched for miles around, a perfect calm day, and a complete contrast to the wreckage of the plane that now lay in the water, split in two by the force of the impact, passengers screaming for help as they struggled to stay afloat in the cool waters of the ocean.
Returning from his first of what would be many assignments this day, Andrew had taken the pilot Home and now he stood watching from a distance, hating the screams and sounds of fear, pain and death that seemed to echo all around him. Squinting his eyes he watched the scene with a calm peacefulness, the anguish reflected only in his green eyes as he waited for the Father's call telling him who would be next. His gaze scanning the ocean, one survivor in particular caught his eye and he listened carefully, able to make out Monica's soft but desperate prayer even despite the great distance that now separated the two angels...
"Dear Father, help us... we need You... and I'm so afraid, Father... I don't know how I can do my work here, when..."
A pause, and Andrew could feel her pain, feel her cold shivers deep in his heart and it pained him to know what was happening to his dearest friend.
"It's so cold, Father... so terribly cold and I can't... please help me..."
Andrew closed his eyes briefly, fighting back tears and as he looked at the ocean once more he prayed desperately to the Father that he should be allowed to help these people, to help his friend... but the answer was clear. His assignment was to take Home the ones who didn't make it, those who lost their lives as the plane crashed and those who would not survive in the ocean. He wouldn't be working alone; a situation of this magnitude usually required more than one Angel of Death and Andrew knew that already one of his colleagues had taken Home two passengers from inside the cabin of the airplane.
And the blond haired angel knew how important his work was; he never questioned that. But this time, it was just too much to stand by watching, waiting. He needed to do more. But he heard the Father's call and knew that another soul was ready to go Home. It would be a long and difficult day for both the Angels.
Monica gasped for breath, spluttering at the salty, sickening taste of the water in her mouth, realizing that she'd managed to swallow quite a bit of it. She clung desperately to a piece of the wreckage, not knowing what part of the plane it had come from and not really stopping to think, her only thought being to stay afloat and pray desperately for help not just for her but for the rest of the passengers and crew as well.
The young angel couldn't remember the impact; the last thing she' d known was holding Jennifer's hand and concentrating on Tess' beautiful voice as the roar of the engines became louder, and then...
Then she was in the water, struggling desperately to find something to hold onto. She hated water, and she barely knew how to swim. But somehow, and she knew that the Father's hand had reached out to her, she found herself clinging to a piece of wreckage, holding on desperately even as the sheared, jagged metal cut into the skin of her arms and she wanted to scream at the pain.
She didn't think about the fact that she was an Angel, barely surviving a plane crash. Once the initial instinct to survive had kicked in, and she'd got to safety, at least for the time being, she began to think only of the people who had been on the plane with her, praying to the Father over and over again to hold them in His hand and to take care of them through this terrible ordeal.
She thought of Jennifer, and desperately looked around her, forcing her eyes open despite the terrible scenes that surrounded her. She called the woman's name, her voice sounding impossibly weak against the sound of the waves and of everyone screaming and crying, but received no answer. And so she prayed again, for the woman she'd known for only a brief amount of time, hoping that Jennifer had survived.
But Monica didn't think of anything beyond this moment, here and now. She was growing tired, the pain in her arms from holding onto the wreckage almost making her let go, but somehow she held on. And as the screams continued around her, and the water seemed to get colder, she thought of the Father, and of Tess, and of Andrew... and in a whisper she begged for him to be with her.
Time held no relevance for the Angel of Death as he worked this most terrible of assignments. Andrew worked dutifully as always, taking Home each unfortunate soul with calm and reassurance, sad that their life was cut short but happy to see the looks on the faces of the humans once they saw the Father for the very first time.
But the pain was growing deeper with each soul that Andrew had to bring Home, made worse by the knowledge that many other humans were still in peril and would remain that way for hours to come, at the very least. And perhaps worst of all was the unending fear that he was feeling in his heart, fear from the dear young angel he loved so strongly, because he knew what Monica still had to suffer, and he prayed desperately that she would make it through.
Chapter Five
As Monica struggled to stay afloat in the water she saw that Jenneifer was a few feet ahead of her and she hadn't been able to see her. The waves had been high and there was debris from the plane all around and that had shielded Jennifer from the angel's view.
She was filled with strength enough to swim to Jennifer. She mostly bobbed her way over to her and used her feet for kicking as she held onto the piece of debris she had been clinging to.
Jennifer she saw was holding onto a wee baby who was crying pitifully for her mother.
"My baby, where is my baby..." they heard a weak cry from the distance.
The two friends looked for the sound of the voice and saw that a young woman about Jennifer's age was clinging with another child a boy to a life raft.
The two poured out what strength they had left to bob and kick over to the desperate mother.
"Misty, oh thank God you're alive." the young woman cried as Jennifer placed the trembling infant in her mother's arms.
The little boy reached to touch his sister and he hugged her whispering to her that it was going to be alright didn't she know that there were angels with them?
Monica had to smile even in the midst of chaos. Out of the mouths of babes she thought.
They searched the waters to find the survivors they could and pulled them onto the life raft. Those that couldn't find room clung to the sides for dear life.
Everyone that could kicked hard as they had seen land not to far from where they were. If they could at least make it out of the water they might have a chance of surviving.
Suddenly lightening crackled in the air and thunder rumbled the sky. They felt raindrops before they saw them and with a mighty effort they kicked towards the shore that seemed a thousand miles away.
The sky opened up and poured rain upon them and there were screams of fear from the children and from some of the women.
Monica looked up and saw the figure of a man on the shore and instinctively the angel knew it was Andrew. Light shone all around the figure on the shore and she knew that God was encouraging them to fight the storm.
They all screamed when a giant wave threatened to drown the entire raft survivors and all.
"Dear God please save us please." Monica prayed as the wave came crashing down on them.
Monica lost consciousness as the wave hit her and her last thoughts were of God and Andrew and Tess and of all the survivors on the life raft.
She felt herself sinking into the water and the cold.
Those were her last feelings as she slipped deeper into the water and the last thing she heard was her name in her mind. It was Andrew calling frantically for her.
His thoughts only met with emptiness and a void so great he didn't knew if he would ever recover from the shock of feeling it.
