I lost control of my own body, I couldn't look away from him. He huvors over me. This insane Prince grabbed onto my arms, pinning me down onto the covered mattress. Dark lips pressed softly against mine. I was shocked and tried to free myself. This wasn't right. His hands cress down my arms as his lips peck even more. I because scared and hopeless that anyone would come to my rescue. I needed comfort from Mamoru, he was the only one for me. I felt weight come off of me, Prince Demande fell to the left side of me.
"What?" I ask, getting off the bed as the white silky dress follows.
"Usako!" I hear his voice call me.
I follow the sound of his voice up to the window.
"Tuxedo Mask!"
He extended his cane to me. I grabbed onto it to get up to him.
"Usako." He grabbed my arm softly.
I pulled away from him.
"Usako, what's the matter?"
I shook my head at him.
"Just take me back to the Crystal Palace." I sounded distraught.
"Usako."
…..
We walked inside the palace, Mamoru held onto me closely. I saw my fellow guardians. They ran to me.
"Usagi?" Ami asks
"Are you okay?" Makoto added.
"What happened?" Minako replied.
"You're shaking, Usagi!" Rei points out.
"I just want to forget what happened." I softly say.
"You can tell us, we are here for you." Minako places her hand on my shoulder.
I back up quickly.
"Please . . ." I start.
"Usako?" Mamoru asks.
"I just want to forget."
"Forget what?!" Rei screams, "We can't help unless if you tell us."
"That's the thing, Rei . . ." I pause, "I can't explain what happened."
"Is it you really can't or is it that you don't want to?"
"Calm down, Mars." Ami says.
I turn my back towards them.
"I woke up in a room." I pause, clenching my fist together, "Sitting close by was Demande."
"What was his purpose?" Makoto asks.
"He wanted me to give up the silver crystal for his plan, and . . ." I reply, "It's too much for me, Jupiter . . . I'm frightened to tell you."
"Do your best, Usako."
"He played his game with me. He used his psychic abilities to control me."
"What?!" They were shocked.
"He played with me as his puppet and . . ." I place a few fingers to my lips, "I couldn't protect myself, I couldn't transform, I felt scared. And then that happened."
"What happened?" Asks Minako.
I fell to my knees, tears falling from my eyes.
"Usako!" Mamoru went to my level, hesitating to place his arms around me, he finally did, "What's wrong?"
I lean into him, he felt warm rather than cold.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"I'm sorry, Mamoru . . ."
"Usagi?" Rei asks.
"He . . . Kissed me." I reply.
"What?!" Ami and Minako reply.
"I am gonna kick his ass." Makoto hisses.
"You couldn't do anything about it, Usako," He held onto me a little tighter, "don't worry. I'll protect you."
I look at them, even with my watery eyes.
"I really didn't want to tell you guys."
"We are glad you did though, Usagi." Minako smiles.
"If that guy even tries to come close to you . . ." Ami replies.
"He'll see the true power of the pretty guardians." Makoto finishes.
"We won't let anything like that to happen again." Rei says.
"We'll fight with you, till the end." Mamoru kisses my head.
I still felt like violated and scared of what happened. I am not as nervous with my friends by my side. I felt a little bit better and stronger. I am my own person, not just someones pawn. I will live my life to the fullest.