Hello! :D so these are gonna be all my one shots from now one. They will consist of Eclare and a little of Fadam. And A whole bunch of misfits. There will be song-shots and some non one shots. And ill let you know iff there will be a part two, if i dont, then there wont be unless people want it :P
Im an extremely random person so these will be too! HAhA If you havnt checked out my other one shots, check them out cuz these will be like those. Only rarely ill post a serious one shot they will be mostly on humor :P
This is an Eclare and a song shot! And people might have done this before but i wanted to get my verson out :D
Taylor swift- Back to December.
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
"Thanks for coming." I smiled at him. We were at the dot, he'd agreed to come meet with me. When I called him, I was pretty sure he wouldn't answer. But, as always, he surprised me and did anyway.
"Its no problem really." He stated and looked to the ground.
I cleared my throat and fiddled with the coffee cup in my hands. "So, how's life treating you?"
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
"Good. I have a job at the music store by Hot Topic in the mall. And I'm getting an apartment not far from here." He was tense when he was talking. I knew he had his guard up, it was because of me.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die
Because on the last night he saw me, it was our 3 month anniversary. He had roses and everything for me when he picked me up to go out. But I already had my bags packed.
So this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
I sighed and looked him in the eye. "Look Eli, this isn't easy for me, but I'm finally swallowing my pride and telling you why I left. I go back to that December night all the time, replaying it over and over in my head, and regret it so very much." He kept his gaze downward, finding the napkin holder very interesting.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
"What I wanted was freedom, I was going through a tough time then and I just wanted to get away, but the whole time I was gone, I kept missing you every single moment, of every single day more and more." He snapped his head up and looked at me, with an unreadable expression on his face.
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
"These past few days, I haven't been sleeping at all, ive been lying awake just thinking about you, and how it was your birthday a couple months ago and I never called, or even sent you a card," I then moved my gaze anywhere from those intense green eyes, because I would break down if I did.
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
"I remember all those late summer night in Morty, sneaking out to spend more time with you, and when I fell in love with you that fall." He looked down again, and I swore I saw his eyes glaze over.
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
"Then when winter came, I was scared. So I left. I know all you ever did was love me, and hold me when I needed you. I wasn't fair to you" I choked on my words.
He nodded slowly.
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
"Eli, I think about what happened all the time, I cant get it out of my head, its stuck in there forever, I just needed to tell you before I went insane," I whispered, then and looked over at him, looking him strait into the eye.
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
"Eli," I whispered again, "I miss you, terribly. I miss seeing your smile, and how you were so good to me, how you made me so happy all the time. I miss the way you held me when I cried that September night." He was now looking back at me.
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
"I know this wish probably wont come true, but I wish that…..maybe" He looked down again "maybe if we ever loved again, if you take me back, id love you right this time."
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
"If I could go back in time and change my decision, I would in a heartbeat, but I cant. The deeds been done already. If you don't want me, and you leave right now, then id understand." He looked back at me, and stood up from the table.
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
I stood up with him, expecting him to walk around me, but he didn't, he just stared at me. I took a deep breath and gulped, taking my chances on hearing what he has to say, if he had anything to say at all.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
"I don't know…" He trailed off and looked in a different direction, I braced myself "If im going to regret this or not…but…." He looked back at me and instantly placed his hands on my cheek, he pulled my face to his and before I could react he whispered,
"I don't think I can say no to you" then pressed his lips on mine in a long lingering kiss.
SO? The next one will have some MISFITS action goin on, :D
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