Derek POV
I have never felt so lost, lost concerning work, friends and most of Meredith but that was until Rose came along. I have never met anyone like her before. She's anti-Addison and most certainly anti-Meredith. She is exactly what I'm looking for in a partner except that she's not Meredith. My Meredith. The person who is painfully breaking me. The person who I wants to marry. The person I want to have children with. The person who I just wants to spend the rest of my life with. The person who keeps pushing me away.
So when Rose came along it was like coming up for a breath of air. She is willing to commit, funny and definitely pretty. But how can I just move on? How can one person move from the love of their life to the next without any hesitation? I don't have the answer but with Rose, it makes it a hell of a lot easier.
Meredith POV
I think I've just endured the worst year of my life. Firstly, I picked a guy up at Joe's who turned out to be my boss, actually my married boss! Then he chooses her and flaunts her all around the hospital and rubs my nose in it that I am destined to lead a lonely life. Then my mother becomes lucid and decides to tell me just how much of a disappointment I am to her and that I'm nothing but ordinary. And if things couldn't have got any worse, I drowned. Then my mother died, Burke jilted Cristina at the altar and my boyfriend, my knight and shining whatever, gave up on me. So I think it's safe to say that I've definitely had the worst year ever!
That was until I saw Derek on a date. A date? Yep a friggin date. I now have to endure him being all loved up with someone else. The love of my life is now gonna be swanning all over some skanky scrub nurse. Why? Because I couldn't friggin communicate. I couldn't tell him that I want to be with him. And when I did tell him, he goes and kisses her. Suppose that one way on getting revenge! Karma Karma Karma! Oh i feel so lost!