Daughter of Destruction
I remember my life as I sit back and think sometimes I get emotional and sometimes I get extremely angry, I was never supposed to be born, my mother reminded me that every day of my life, I ruined her's and my fathers relationship, according to her.
I looked out the living window in the shity run down house we lived in and saw my mother after four days had deiced to come home, Gee how thoughtful of her.
I got up and grabbed my binder and stuff and walked into my room, I sat down on my mattress and couinted drawing, I heard the living room door slam shut and my mother stumble across the living room, I knew there was nothing and the floor this shit hole was spotless, I knew this because I cleaned it because my case worked was coming today, I had gotten taken away from my mom about six months ago, I'm sixteen years old, I heard my mom screaming and sighed setting down the pen and paper on my mattress, I just had a full size mattress that laid on the floor, hell I was lucky to get that.
I walked out into the living and grunted.
"What are you yelling about?" I asked my mother seeing her sitting on the couch, she looked like shit, she glared up at me.
"None of your Damn business" she told me coldly, most people would be bother by their mother treating them like this, but I guess when it's been like this for you're whole life you get used to it, it doesn't bother me any more, I sighed.
"Mom you might want to shower and look decent Peggy is coming out today" I told her, she looked at me and rolled her eyes.
"No shit I know that" she said standing up, I sighed as she walked past me to her bedroom and slammed the door, I bit my lip shaking my head, two more years and I was out of this hell whole.
I watched my mom laugh and smiled and hug on me while Mrs. Hart was at our house, Peggy looked at me and smiled a little I smiled and leaned back so my mother would stop touching me, I hated when she would act like we were a happy family and things were just great.
"Alright well Mrs.Mitchelle I think we will probably have one more family visit, then I need a one on one with Jenna and one on one with you Angelina" Peggy said as my mother nodded her head, I looked at Peggy and just nodded with a straight face as we all stood up, Peggy left and my mom looked at me waiting until she heard Peggy's car gone and knew she wasn't coming back.
"You know you little bitch you could at least act like your happy here! Do you want to go back to a group home again?" my mom yelled at me, I rolled my eyes and went to go to my room when my mom grabbed my arm turning me around, I rolled my eyes.
"Mother I don't care, I hate it here I count down the days until I can live and you can stay here and rot" I told her calmly, I felt the sting of her slap connect as she roughly let go of my arm and grabbed her purse storming out of the house, I really didn't care, I grabbed the phone and walked into my room laying down and falling asleep.